SoRa's StoRy

New Year Message

2011-01-01T01:09:00.001+08:00

Life is like a Cup of coffee

The story learned here, that each of us, should really live life at life is. Appreciate life and not the things around us, status, ego, stands, rights. We should live life knowing what it is about, sharing Love with one another just as Jesus did to us.

Living Branch
A branch broken from the a plant may seem lively, but in fact, it is actually dying.

If we do not live our life, knowing the truth which will give us the never ending life, we are living yet dying like a broken branch.

Quote
When you come in the world, you were crying and everyone was laughing. But when you leave, make sure everyone is crying and you laughing, for if not you're in trouble.

Putrajaya Challenge Park

2010-09-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

It was a long journey with GPS and GoogleMaps, on our way to Putrajaya Challenge Park, for the rock climbing, where when we reach~!!! CLOSED!!! >< kind of having confidence that it will open on public holiday which is MALAYSIA day since many other locations of PutraJaya are open during holidays according to their website, http://skali.ppj.gov.my/web/guest/126 . But, when we've arrived there, oh man~ ITS CLOSED~ DUE TO RAYA HOLIDAY !!! @_@ so many days RAYA!!

It's like closed for 10 days~ oh Man~ anyways~ we took some shots over here since we've came all the way~ took more than an hour >< really feel sorry to both sok mun n yee ling for having them turning around and around the Putrajaya Convention Center when the Challengers Park is so close.

The pricing for the wall climbing

Seems like pretty fun to climb in there ><'' wondering when I can go in

Me, Ka Fai, Snoopy and Darren

Richard, Ivan, Ka Fai, Sok Mun, Darren, Kian Pooi

HeHe!!! >< i wanna climb it so much!

Did you notice? Its for kids~ lol! similar with mad monkeyZ

Posing outside of the place

Proof that we were there~

So long for now~
UPDATE again once I've climbed the place =)
-SoRa-

2010-08-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

hi people. it's been very long.
songfest last night was good. at least it was all worth it after those tough practices and losing-voice moments.
although Araunah got the last, it's still a moment to celebrate right (':

anyway, yesterday's message was really good. God's love to us isn't free at all but because He knows we cannot afford repaying, His love to us now is priceless. God, you are just so amazing. (':

you people know..how the bible say right. "love your enemies. love your parents. love your brothers. your sisters". but then the bible also said "do not love anyone that are against Christianity. do not recognize the people around you that doesnt approve you of becoming a christian". God wants us to love our enemies but hate those that doesn't allow us to become Chrstians. how is that so?

well, you see. if you truly accept God, you will of course follow the 10 commandments right. in one of the ten commandments, He said to obey your parents. so, if you say you obey your parents, but you don't dedicate yourself to God, you're plain bullshitting.

sigh, i am disappointed with myself. ignore this post if you don't understand la. chottle.

Soo J.R.

2010-08-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

Memories of mine with JR.

The day I knew JR was when I first joined Eleazar, around Oct i guess. The first time I meet him, he's just like any other guy usual guy, which I find, he's like quite enjoyed by others when his presence is around. Couldn't really mix with him, felt like he's anti-social at first. Feels like he only mix with old members of church or only with non-chrisitans, to bring them to christ. Maybe fetch me once or twice? So didn't really bother about him then...until came group Araunah.

I only really started to speak to J.R. when I brought Sok Mun, maybe thats cause we had nothing to talk bout last time. Even then I still have the same thoughts about him, a guy who just likes to play n mingle around at church, and thats all. As mentor meets keeps on going, what I know is that he keeps trying his best to tell us what has happen, and each time he tells, I will keep asking him stupid question and challenge him with question which I know the answer, but I wanted to test him, and see how he answers it. Many times the things he thought, I already know them all, so its just like in and out. But at times, he's words aspire me~ that it keeps in my mind... but now... I remember the last mentor meet we have.. he talks about the riches of the world, how is it different from the treasures of the earth. . this is something I will remember, Out of the earth I came, Back to the earth I will go, the riches of this world are of no concern to me. And also bout the cup story, He told us, that there should be other cups below us, as Christ so loved us, the cup over filled with love, pours out to the cups below. Our love for one another should be like that. Overflowing to another. Then I told him something stupid, and say my cup is only half full~ he was like "Ivan~! sei la u~ don so zai~
" Every time i say something stupid, he will say that, but thats cause I wanted him to explain so I know what he thinks..

Another memory, During camp transformation 2010, After the message, the mentor meet I have was kind of special, where I only spent with J.R. where he mentors me. He chose the spot~ where its closes to nature, the waterfall. He always tries to relate it to me, the message, like what I could do, or I could learn.. yea~ he also shares his problems and feelings with me~ his thoughts~ And He asked me, "Ivan what are your strength, how do you serve Christ?" I was like unable to answer him. He was so humble saying that, he's not good at mixing with new friends, just follow up~ He told me that my social network is huge, and I should bring more friends~ and easy to mix~ but I don think so at all~ I think he's much better in all those~ He's really so humble. He did always say, "Ivan, yon know, serving in the LorD for small matters like arranging the chairs or doing the dishes, might not seem big to our world views, but it means a lot to the LorD. People singing on the stage, or giving sermons might seem great, but to the LorD its all the same..". He shared many things~ and he's expresses his feelings too~ He could go on talking~ over time till the sermon time is over..

**Famous taglines during mentor meet
> "Lei Kam Yat Hok Dou Meh..."
> "Tau Sin Gor Gong MEh..."

=) JR don't u know so many people misses u? yea I do ~

Am glad that He accepted the song, Come To Jesus, and I asked him~ is this song usable for song fest? Then he says, yea~ I was looking for a closing song~ and he will think of how to play parts on it~ but now~ ~

Cant write~ any more~ ~ JR~ Zai la~ sure at heaven enjoying so much le~

=) am.. ern.. cant write more..

J.R. will meet you soon~ In a blink of an eye~ we'll all be meeting you soon too

-SoRa-

Trust You Yuna Ito

2010-07-28T00:44:00.001+08:00

Trust You - Yuna ITO

The first time I heard this song~ Feel in love with it~ such sweet voice and melody~!! xD AND THANK YOU MICHY!! for stumbling upon this song~!! woohOO!! CHEERS ~ its a sweet sweet song~!!

hana ha kaze ni yureodoru youni

ame ha daichi wo uroosu youni

kono sekai ha yorisoiai ikiteru noni

naze hito ha kizutsukeau no

naze wakare ha otozureru no

Flowers dance in the wind,

rain moistens the Earth…

If everyone in this world want to live together,

why do they hurt each other?

Why do they separate?

kimi ga tooku ni ittemo mada

itsumo kono kokoro mannaka

ano yasahii egao de umetsukusareta mama

dakishimeta kimi no KAKERA ni

itami kanjitemo mada tsunagaru kara

shiniteru yo mata aeru to

I’m waiting for your love

No matter how far you go, you’ll still

be in my heart.

With that tender smile, I get buried and

held in a fragment of you…

Even if you feel pain…we’re tied together,

I believe we’ll meet one again.

I’m waiting for your love.

I love you, I trust you

kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii

I love you, I trust you

hikari demo yami demo futari dakara shinjiaeru no

hanasanaide

I love you, I trust you

I hope you’ll share your loneliness with me.

I love you, I trust you

be it in light or darkness, because we trust each other,

so don’t let go.

sekai no hate wo dare ga mita no

tabi no owari wo dare ga tsugeru no

ima ha kotae ga mienakute nagai yoru demo

shinjita michi wo susunde hoshii

sono saki ni hikari ga matsu kara

Who has seen the world’s end?

Who informed us of the Journey’s End?

I can’t see the answer now, but even in long nights,

I hope you’ll continue on the path you believe in

because a light is waiting for you.

kimi ga oshietekureta uta ha

ima mo kono kokoro no mannaka

ano yasashii koe to tomoni hiibiteiru

afureru kimochi no shizuku ga

atatakaku hoho tsutau

tsuyoku naru ne shinjiteru yo tsunagatteru to

I’m always by your side

The song you’ve taught me

still lies within my heart.

Together with you, that tender voice resounds in my heart.

The fragment of my overflowing emotions

streak down my warm cheeks.

I’ve become strong right? I believe, we’re tied together.

I’m always by your side.

I love you, I trust you

kimi no tame ni nagasu namida ga

I love you, I trust you

ai wo oshietekureta donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayottemo

soba ni iru yo

I love you, I trust you

for you, I shed these tears.

I love you, I trust you

you taught me what love is. Even if you get lost on your way,

I’ll be with you.

Waiting for you love,

always by your side,

you’re the one that I love,

you’re the one that I trust,

you’re the only one.

I love you, I trust you

kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii

I love you, I trust you

hikari demo yami demo

I love you, I trust you

kanashimi demo yorokobi demo

I love you, I trust you

kimi no subete wo mamoritai

I love you, I trust you

I hope you’ll share your loneliness with me.

I love you, I trust you

be it in light or darkness.

I love you, I trust you

be it sadness or happiness.

I love you, I trust you

I want to protect your everything.

donna ni kimi ga machi ni mayottemo

soba ni iru yo futari dakara shinjiaeru no

hanasanaide

Even if you get lost on your way,

I’ll be with you because we trust each other…

Don’t let go.

-SoRa & Michy-

; of michelle and her pretty piffles.

2010-07-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

people, don't always sit in front of the computer. go outside and take a stroll. go around and admire God's wonderful creation. the picture above is a picture i took not long ago. really lovely, it reminds me of those clouds i used to draw back in primary school days, you know those fake blue nice shaped ones? :D don't you think the clouds are pretty?
we DO have a creative God, do we not? (: GOD IS REALLY ARTISTIC! :D

Stupidity Materialistic

2010-07-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

Got this out from somewhere about CITIBANK~ not sure its true or not though, but here is how it goes about the stupidity of a system.

Citibank - customer service!

Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die !!

This is so priceless, and so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today.. Anyone who has dealt with an estate will agree with this.

A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00, now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank.

Here is the exchange:

Family Member: "I am calling to tell you she died in January."
Citibank: "The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply."
Family Member: "Maybe you should turn it over to collections."
Citibank: "Since it is two months past due, it already has been." Family Member : So, what will they do when they find out she is dead?"
Citibank: "Either report her account to frauds division or report her to the credit bureau, maybe both!"
Family Member: "Do you think God will be mad at her?" (I really liked this part!!!!)
Citibank: "Excuse me?"
Family Member: "Did you just get what I was telling you - the part about her being dead?"
Citibank: "Sir, you'll have to speak to my supervisor." (Duh!)

Supervisor gets on the phone:
Family Member: "I'm calling to tell you, she died in January."
Citibank: "The account was never closed and late fees and charges still apply." (This must be a phrase taught by the bank!)
Family Member: "You mean you want to collect from her estate?"
Citibank: (Stammer) "Are you her lawyer?"
Family Member: "No, I'm her great nephew."
(Lawyer info given)
Citibank: "Could you fax us a certificate of death?"
Family Member: "Sure." (Fax number is given)

After they get the fax:
Citibank: "Our system just isn't setup for death. I don't know what more I can do to help."
Family Member: "Well, if you figure it out, great! If not, you could just keep billing her. I don't think she will care."
Citibank: "Well, the late fees and charges do still apply." (What is wrong with these people?!?)

Family Member: "Would you like her new billing address?"
Citibank: "That might help.."
Family Member: " Odessa Memorial Cemetery, Highway 129, Plot Number 69." Citibank: "Sir, that's a cemetery!"
Family Member: "What do you do with dead people on your planet?

HAHA REALLY SWEAAT LA~~!! =.='''

-SoRa-

it's been awhile.

2010-07-20T18:44:00.001+08:00

my blog is dead. therefore, Michelle the awesome has dropped by! :D

The God I Know

2010-07-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

When the stage is bear tonight,

There is no one else,

Just you and me

When the curtains close behind,

There's no pretense I'm on my knee

I will lay down my life

For the love sacrifice you gave to me

Its all because of you

Its all because of you

The God I Know

Righteous and Holy

The God i Know

Faithful and True

The God i know

My tower of Refuge

Hearts are Heal

Christ reveal

The God i know

Light of the city

The God i know

Strengthens the weak

The God i know

Beats within me

As you are

So are we

-SoRa <3 -

Fruits

2010-06-29T19:40:00.000+08:00

What fruits are one producing shows what tree you are.

Isaiah 32:17
The fruit of righteousness will be peace; the effect of righteousness will be quietness and confidence forever.

John 14:1
Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me.

Philippians 1:6
being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.

-SoRa-

Of Grandmothers n Pencils n Monkeys n Donkeys

2010-06-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

The Artistic Design oF the DonKey: Be Amazed...

=3 woof~ who can figure that out? xP aint the drawing so beautiful?

As the saying goes, a Picture speaks a thousand words..

AnD here come the interesting part of it~ the path of wisdom:

A boy was watching his grandmother write a letter. at one point, he asked, "are you writing a story about what we have done? is it a story about me?"

His grandmother stopped writing her letter and said to her grandson:

I am writing about you, actuall, but more important than the words is the pencil i am using. i hope you will be like this pencil when you grow up"

Intrigued, the boy looked at the pencil. it didnt seem very special

"but it's just like any other pencil i have seen!"

"That depends on how you look at things. it has five qualities which, if you managed to hang onto to them, will make you a person who is always at peace with the world"

"first quality: you are capable of great thingsm but you must never forget that there is a hand guiding your steps. we call that hand God. and he always guides us according to his will"

"second quality: now and then, i have to stop writing and use a sharpenener. that makes the pencil suffer a little . but afterwards, he is much sharper. so you too must learn to bear certain pains and sorrows, because they will make you a better person"

"third quality: the pencil alywas allows us to use an eraser to rub out any mistakes. this means that correcting something we did is not necessarily a bad thing; it helps to keep us on the road to justice"

"fourth quality: what really matters in a pencil is not its wooden exterios, but the graphite inside. so always pay attention to what is happening inside you"

"finally, the pencil's fifth quality: it always leaves a mark. in just the same way, you should know that everything you do in live will leave a mark. so try to be conscious of that in your every action"

AMEN!!

xP thx loads yea DoNkEy~

-SoRa-

here in your presence, we are undone.

2010-06-21T17:03:00.001+08:00

I MISS CAMP.

oh yeah, who doesn't?

went out yesterday and bought myself suitable clothes for work. Amen! my waist shrunk from 50 to 31.

anyway, a yomama joke to share to brighten up your day, yo :)

Yo mama so stupid. she jumped up and down. when i asked her what was she doing, she said she forgot to shake her medicine before consuming.

oh yess, yomama stupid like that.

JAYKAY

well, i wanna play with MY name tooo :)

Insane
Vain
Atrocious
Notorious

haha, no la. that was just a "play". now, imma be serious >:D

Impossibly hated by someone
Very looking forward to all kind of wonders outside in this world
Astute young man.
Never shout never.

LOL. can't think of something better. anyway, back to WORK :D

because he himself suffered when he was tempted, he is able to help those tempted.

2010-06-18T23:15:00.002+08:00

Hebrews 2:18

i think the malaysia pledge is crazily long :O

and awh man, i miss skate boarding.

I have loved you with an everlasting love;

2010-06-18T00:41:00.003+08:00

Jeremiah 31:3

hi people, it's been ages ever since i blogged :D and i am happy i finally manage to dig some time to look for someone to help me blog. haha.
happy to say camp was great. everything turned out well. thank God for the weather we managed to carry out all the great games. *whispers: no, it rained actually:(*
i met new friends :D ya, i met this crazy girl and her name is Michelle. be aware man. she kills but well, she's one good girl that shares bible verses.
i've got a new job too. i work at the IBM. and guess what. only 4000 + are hired/qualified to work at the IBM. thank God i am one of the 4000. much of God's blessing, aye? :)
alright, i'm tired. gonna hit the sack now.

anyway, just before i go, lemme share a sweet picture of myself during camp! :)

yeah man :)

Life forms us. Sin deforms us. School informs us. But only God transforms us. CAMP TRANSFORMATION! :D

Of MtVS and beAn BAgs~

2010-05-20T22:38:00.001+08:00

Its been sooooooooooo long, since i last updated. Due to final exams and final year project, however, FINALLY!! finally!! all exams are gone~~ no more exam to take at school, no more lectures to attend but... =( no more school life~ didn't wanted it to end so soon. Anyways, there was an interesting event with the youth at PYP two weeks ago, which was on the

8th, May

There was an event with the name of MTV. Each group was suppose to produce an MTV within the 2 hour frame.This includes, an hour of shooting, and another hour for video editing. Personally, I feel this task is crazy, which requires loads of teamwork, coordination, interpersonal skills, presentation skills, acting skills, editing skills, and many many many more, which seems so crazy, if something GOOD can be produced in such a short time. Anyways, I'm quite proud with the end results of the video, which goes as below.

The theme for my group was FOREIGN. The story above actually shows that there was this boy, which in the beginning of the story, had a sad life; his girl friend leaves him, his dad chases him out of his house, his boss fired, but however in the end he found hope in Christ.

I felt it was a nice video produced by camera person and editor, Carmen, and the Director Davina. Though, there was a lack of involvement of the group, it was the best Video for me. After that, there was another video which was produced by PYP, where it was an advertisement for the Transformation Camp 2010, June 11-15, which i felt it was superb. Below is the MTV produced by PYP:

The camp information is as below

ALL ARE WELCOMED !!!

May 20

FINALLY!!! my BEAN bag has arrived xDDDD

After a long wait, the the bean bag have finally arrived. It goes like this, the best team for the GOOGLE SME STIMULUS PROJECT will be entitled to receive a grand prize, which we did not know what it was, until Mr.Hanson told us that we would receive a bean bag!! =p I think the cost of 3 bean bag would almost be RM1000 ? Its so huge~ ~ xD 1st time having something like tat as a prize!!! so excited

Below is the bean bag

My Team Mates Bean BAG =p so sweet of him

(STEVEN)

My Other Team Mate Bean Bag (KONG)

The SIZE of the BEAN BAG!! HUGE!!! Adjustable!! LOL

Signature =p From GOOGLE

-SoRa-

Does God Really Speaks To People

2010-04-28T23:02:00.003+08:00

This will give you the chills.........

GOOD chills

A young man had been to Wednesday Night Bible

Study.

T he Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice

The young man couldn't help but wonder, 'Does God still speak to people?'

After service, he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message.

Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways.

It was about ten o'clock when the young man started

driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, 'God...If you still speak to people, speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey.'

As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk.

He shook his head and said out loud, 'God is that you?' He didn't get a reply and started on toward home.

But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk.

The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli.

'Okay, God, in case that is you, I will buy the milk.' It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk. He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home.

As he passed Seventh Street , he again felt the urge, 'Turn Down that street.'

This is crazy he thought, and drove on past the intersection.

Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street ...

At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh.

Half jokingly, he said out loud,

'Okay, God, I will.'

He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in a semi- commercial area of town.. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either.

The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed.

Again, he sensed something, 'Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street.' The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat.

'Lord, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going

to be mad and I will look stupid.' Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk.

Finally, he opened the door, 'Okay God, if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for some thing, but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here.'

He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled

out, 'Who is it? What do you want?' Then the door opened before the young man could get away.

The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt.... He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep. 'What is it?'

The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, 'Here, I brought this to you.' The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway..

Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying.. The man had tears streaming down his face.

The man began speaking and half crying, 'We were just praying .. We had

some big bills this month and we ran out of money.. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking God to show me how to get some milk.'

His wife in the kitchen yelled out, 'I ask him to send an Angel with some.. Are you an Angel?'

The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face.

He knew that God still answers prayers.

Found this literature from my mailbox, and found it quite mind bobbling. Decided to post it =) Hope one day, God speaks to you too~

-SoRa-

LEO

2010-03-15T20:41:00.000+08:00

D.O.B : 6 June 2000
Departure Date : 14 Mac 2010

It has almost been 10 years, since he was with me. I remembered when i first brought him home, he was so small and rebellious. He has those type of characteristics which like to fight and win. Thats one of the reason, he was named LEO~ As Strong as the Lion.

Many times we had been playing with each other, thought he seems big and scary, at times, He's very playful, and he always likes companionship. Where he just loves it just too sleep beside you and do nothing. He eat loads of loads of food~ and he knows too call for you, just like a how man would behave. Every time when the old newspaper person comes and pass by, he surely howls for some reason, never did failed even once.

Leo, is actually a lazy dog, which knows no more then eat, wake, sleep, play. At the most exciting part bout him is that, he actually knows the right time to bark, where when there is no one in the house, he would just lazy-ly sleeps on the floor, and not barks at anyone, but when, we're at the gate or at home, he'll bark like mad. But, all these things~ is what makes Leo, Leo.

The day before he left, i kinda have that feeling that, something is unusual, that the way he responded was kinda of slow, reluctantly standing up as i called him, but however finally he did, and he stared at me for a long time. I didn't thought that was the last time i could see him in the eyes.. I wish I had gave him the last hug before he goes~ but then~ the time has passed. I could still remember that very look in my mind. The last gaze as he's about to left. Then in the morning~ when i was in the car, only did I knew that he's gone, when my dad told me...

-Tribute to my beloved DoG LEO who has been a part of my life from form 1 till University-

UPDates of 22

2010-03-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

Pre-graduation Pics

Group Pic, thought not everyone is in here~

5 Leg Shaking

Maiden in the CenTer ^_^

Crazy KunG Fu Dudes!!

PoSeR!

Trying to make a angry face~ haha didnt work out i guess!

TooK with Shao Ying on her Pre-grad pic taking day

Vincent Ming Sian ME xD

Time passes real fast, the final semester has finally come, it has been almost 4 years now since I have been in UTAR. Much have changed, and many things have been experienced, not just by me, but by all of us. May it be a memory which last a life time, As life is ever interesting and growing to the best!!

PYP CNY n OLYMPICS

Update on events

CNY at derrick's house

Araunah's mascot!!

After Olympic Group Pic

After Cheer GrouppiC~

Played PS3 soul caliber at David's house in the morning of CNY visitation, xD pretty nice graphics.. after that makan makan~ then~ reach church!! after that couldnt really remember what happened, having much memory lost recently, anyways, above are the updates of the OLYMPICS which goes on! Araunah got 2nd ;) not bad not bad!!

-SoRa-

Great DonKeY Theorem

2010-02-16T12:37:00.003+08:00

Equation 1
Human = eat + sleep + work + enjoy
Donkey = eat + sleep
Therefore:
Human = Donkey + Work + enjoy
Therefore:
Human-enjoy = Donkey + Work
In other words,
A Human that doesn't know how to enjoy = Donkey that works.

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Equation 2
Man = eat + sleep + earn money
Donkey = eat + sleep
Therefore:
Man = Donkey + earn money
Therefore:
Man-earn money = Donkey
In other words
Man who doesn't earn money = Donkey

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Equation 3
Woman = eat + sleep + spend
Donkey = eat + sleep
Therefore:
Woman = Donkey + spend
Woman - spend = Donkey
In other words,
Woman who doesn't spend = Donkey

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To Conclude:
From Equation 2 and Equation 3
Man who doesn't earn money = Woman who doesn't spend
So Man earns money not to let woman become a donkey!
And a woman spends not to let the man become a donkey!
So, We have:
Man + Woman = Donkey + earn money + Donkey + Spend money
Therefore from postulates 1 and 2, we can conclude
Man + Woman = 2 Donkeys that live happily together!

LiTTlE Panda Day

2010-02-07T02:19:00.001+08:00

07 Feb

I've been a cable man the whole day ~ @_@ its excruciating working for so many hours, more then 12 i think, and the salary is....no comment. Actually didn't wanted to work on this job but, =) to settle things up nicely, I went for it. In this job, i learned a lot bout cabling and stuff, how to setup the connections and all~ So basically its more to learning then too earn money. Anyways :D found a funny clip =p LITTLE panda

A touching scene bout beautifully imperfect:

Finally family:

-SoRa-

Summary of January 2010

2010-01-31T17:25:00.000+08:00

31st Jan,

Time really passes fast, just in a blink, it already is the last day of the month. Many times, I asked when I was young, when only can I reach adulthood and transform into one of them? but now, time seems to pass way fast for me, and i sometimes wish that time could just freeze for a moment or day, so I could rest.

As I grow, I realize that, many things in our lives, just comes and pass, once the opportunity has come, and it is not grasp, it would be gone forever. Everything has its perfect timing, be it good or bad, it all comes at the time where it is suppose to. Simple illustration can be that off a fruit, a mango fruit if picked to early, it would be sour, if too late, it would be over ripe and spoils. It has to be picked at the right time to enjoy the fruitiness and sweetness of it. So goes for the cooking, by applying the correct ingredients and timing, only then the outcome of it is a mouth watering dish. The same things goes for life, whether it is work, jobs, relationship, and many others, if the opportunity is there and not grasp, there it goes. How much opportunities have a forsaken? How much time have I wasted? I've missed many opportunities, especially in relations.

However in life, God has a plan for everyone, and the plan is always revealed at the right time, and for us to realize the purpose of the trials given to us. Many times did I missed God's plans for me. I'm always blinded by the world, and not seeing his purposes, too often easy swaying away. But as I go through more and more, I begin to realize and am able to pass the trials. I've also realized that possession or things created by man, are not really significant, as what can be built by man, can be tear down by man, and rebuilt again. The process of building and destroying is an on going cycle. However what is created by God, is everlasting, till the time comes, where he calls it back again.

-SoRa-

Investiture 2010 - Araunah

2010-01-25T01:32:00.000+08:00

23 Jan 2010

It was the day, where all the commanders, deputies, committee, and members of Petra Youth, take their pledge towards God about what they will and promise to do for the year. The theme for this year is "NO QUARTERS!" Where we shall all go all out, without refraining ourselves. Each group, starting from group AIJALON, group JORDAN, group SHECHEM and group ARAUNAH, each give their pledge in front of everyone. Once, the pledge was over, we headed up to our own rooms to play some games and then we head for our dinner.

The picture above, you see is actually group ARAUNAH's commander, LEE WEN CHEONG, who's frantically pose for the picture before turning into his formal wear.

While waiting, shot some pictures of SOK MUN =p the "SUPER STAR". Due to some technical information and mis-communication.. there goes the wearing attire for the day ( p.s. black attire was actually for the guys)

Below are the two handsome young man in group ARAUNAH, zhe kit and wei quan, where they both "WON" in the game of the "death chair". They both look so CUTE in bow tie. xD.

The Brother and sister - EMILIA & DERICK - They both looks so close to each other =) that is so sweet

Not long after that, while were waiting for the food to come, a little game of cards were played. starting with the normal "4 PLAYER GAME". Once the food arrived for most of our members, Jen Ryu and I continued with the game of 21, where the betting is on the number of glasses of water. Whoever loses, drinks the amount of cups bet. Jen Ryu do not have the luck on that day, where he kept losing to me. After that the game slowly expand from 2 players to 4, where the new players are Wei Quen and Sok Mun. I went for my dinner after that, and the game slowly evolved and evolved till THE GAME OF DARE.

The game goes like this, the person with the highest value, is the loser, where he or she will have to do the "DARE". The first dare victim goes to EMILIA, and below is the video of it:

Wondering who's evil laughter was that? xD EMILIA accompanied by ABIGAIL talked to someone they do not know at all~ great job EMILIA!

Soon after that, both Jen Ryu and Derrick become the victim of dare where they got to pose with the waiters with the ARAUNAH pose.

After that, was Abigails turn, where she was suppose to drink a glass of water bottoms-up. However...it seems, she laughs too easily and it takes so long to finish just a cup of water -____-

Not too far behind, was then my turn to be the victim of dare where I was suppose to ask one of the waiter to write "LOVE to....VICTIM's NAME" and with the signature.... =.= o man~ its so gay~ the waiter is a guy~

The next victim, is our very own WEI QUEN!! Where he gave his first kiss to our LEE WEN CHEONG ^_^ LooK at the expressions!!

Not to miss out too~ our Sok Mun, gives her kiss to HOOI LING~ xP Look at how shocked HOOI LING was!!

Finally the greatest dare, received by again, LEE WEN CHEONG, SHOUTING..
"I LOVE MALAYSIA!!" out loud facing towards the people in OLD TOWN xD
This act did certainly got their attention.

After Investure, when out with Jen Ryu, Wen Cheong, and Sok Mun to shoot some basketballs~ but ended up playing instead -_____- i do not know to play~~ Anyways ^_^ the pledge to be kept by me are as follows:

THE PLEDGE THAT I HAVE TAKEN:

The Members' Pledge

In the presence of God and these His people, in Petra Gospel Centre,

I, as a member of Group Araunah

Here solemnly acknowledge my role as a member,

To have a strong desire to become better,

Better as a person as I grow,

Better in mind and in thoughts,

Better in speech and in character,

Better in body and in spirit,

Better in fellowship with others and my leaders,

For the Glory of God,

For the good of others,

For the joy of my Christian walk with Christ, my Saviour.

Therefore, I will learn to respect those who work hard in my group,

To know them, love them, obey them, care for them,

And pray for them,

Then, everyone may be glad that I am a member of this group

And give glory to God, my Father in heaven.

-SoRa-

UTAR Blood Donation - My First Time

2010-01-21T02:08:00.000+08:00

It was one of the events of the year which marks a stepping stone for me. Since young, I was afraid of needles, [needle phobia?] whatever the name is, it always makes my heart pumps as fast, my hands sweating or cold, every time when I need to take an injection, need more to say donate blood? Had a bad experience in the past with needles where one which is engraved in my memory, being stabbed in the ass by a mad doctor..inject the medicine to my ass in like less then 3 seconds? My GOD!! I can't sit after that..

Anyways, today was the first time I went to donate blood at my campus, Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR - PJ), where nurses from Universiti Malaya (UM) came I think? As the blood record book has UM's logo on it. Here its how the things happened, which I have no idea why in the world I would donate blood today. It started with CHEESE, he said "Wanna donate blood today?" Then after that, a few more of my friends talk bout it till STEVEN, "Today will also be my first time". At first I wasn't really sure whether I want to donate or not but then~ Something in me, just keep telling me~ GO AHEAD AND DO IT!!

I guess the event was organized by the LIONS CLUB PJ, as they were giving the gifts bags. Anyways, I was weighed, to my surprise I'M now just 65kg!!! I've LOST weight!! Anyways, today was the first time, I donated blood, first time I let someone puncture a hole with a needle in my finger, and being drained 450cc of blood out of my BODY!! YeaH it's no big deal for anyone but !! It is for mE!! AnD to my supprise~ most of the donors are female student ~ ~ GUYS we need your blood too!! xD

Why I Like It Longer

2010-01-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

In life, things happen like the an unending wave, sometimes high, sometimes low, often unpredictable. There are times, where sudden occasion which can make you so happy, that you can jump sky high, but yet again, some occasions make you sink deep. LIFE itself is a LONG journey, where one continually seeks for improvement and acceptance. Have you not think how much you can achieve within that LONG journey?

Friends also do come in many shapes and sizes, big, small, thin, chubby, tall, short and LONG? Some of them are more friendly, talkative, and jovial, while others might be quite, shy, unsociable? But in the end of the day, it's the friend which you can share your life with, your thoughts, your happiness, your joy which makes both of you have a LONG lasting relationship where both of you really are true OLD LONG FRIENDs.

The same goes for love, LOVE itself is so LONG that it's so complex to describe, where it is patient, it is kind, it is forgiving, it does not envy nor hate. When you love someone, and truly love someone, the love goes a LONG way, deep into the heart where it is engraved in, no matter what you'll want that person to be beside you. You will LONG for the person or things you love for LOVE is long lasting.

Back to our world, in our modern life, where we live our lives, days are always short, and workloads, to do list, wish list, prayer list, shopping list, and all others are often too long for us to handle. But HOLD ON, there is hope to it, where we can manage it all with the "LG Chocolate phone (BL40)". No matter our life, how complicated it is, no matter we're in the ups or in the downs, no matter how hard to maintain true friendship, no matter how much it takes to live our love to another, it call comes to this statement:

Why I Like It Longer

Jan 16, 2010 - Sat

2010-01-16T23:03:00.003+08:00

Jan 16, 2010,

Today I when to Petra, for the badge making session, left house from 2 till about 9 or 10? Been playing with all the papers n stuff? @_@ tried sewing? Anyways, 2 more days till school reopens and my final year project (FYP), really has become (Forget Your Project). STress!! how to finish 3 months work in 2 days? Anyways, God again has been very kind to me, He opened my eyes this few days, to help me to able to see that, all the coding and the examples that I needed, I already got them, right from the start, and he enables me to see whats going on in the JUNGLE OF C PROGRAMMING - aka. NETWORK PROGRAMMING.

Jan 15, 2010,

When to CYC CG. Its been a long time since I've been there. There are now again so many new faces, =) which is a good things, means more have been saved. However there is this one verse which emily shared,

¹³Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, ¹⁴I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 3:13-14

which makes me ponder on, forgetting what is behind? How can we do that? Means we will repeat the same mistakes again, if we forget.. then again, why is it the word FORGET, instead of leave behind, let go, or maybe don't think about the past? But then, straining towards what is ahead, by only forgetting your past, and behind, its the only way you can strive forward, with the renewed heart to win the greatest prize of all =)

Really Looking Forward after ONE MONTH!!

2010

2010-01-09T12:20:00.000+08:00

Jan 09, 10

Time is limited for me, 9 days left.. Has been some times since i last updated my blog. Lots of event happened, interesting, sad, joyful, confusing and yet, all these are just part of life. Might be what Solomon has been talking about the chase after the wind, but yet again, life is full of new adventures. Walk to narrow road, and the path of truth..

Year End Exam

2009-12-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

27th December,

It's been Christmas Celebration for the past 4 days. The day where joyful faces appears in the faces of little children, youths, and families.

24th : Caroling with group Araunah
25th : A Beautiful Christmas ( Best Sketch I ever seen ) - the message was strong!!
26th : Celebrating the belated Christmas in FGA-CYC~ another good sketch, though i don really understand the whole story due to *language problem*.

After the celebration of the year, the birth of Jesus Christ, Christmas, the sword's awards were given to the youth in Petra Gospel Center. It was a day to awards student who excel in the discipleship class in PeTra. On the same day, I got back my test result, my very first christian exam~~ @_@ woo~ really first time.

Thank God i pass the exam. As you can see, though I didn't score very well but, hey ^^ at least I pass the exam right? Was kind of glad. I kinda enjoy the class with Vincent ( my teacher ) as he always comes out with mind bobbling questions which would challenge my thoughts. Thanks Vincent!!^_^

Gobi, Petra, Seoul Korea, Tropicana

2009-12-18T03:35:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since i last blogged, more then a week? Life is hectic @_@. I really do not understand how thing always happen, when you are free, it will be like, o man, what am I going to do for the rest of the week, and again, when you're busy, it will be like, I wish I had more time. However, this parable keep comes in my mind, when anything happens in measurable term, such as time, knowledge, events and many more?

"Whoever has will be given more, and he will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken from him." Matthew 13:12. However I really do not understand what does this parable saying. It is like having so much hidden meaning in it. Maybe like it was written: "This is why I speak to them in parables: "Though seeing, they do not see; though hearing, they do not hear or understand." Matthew 13:13. Maybe its talking about the heavenly knowledge or is it applicable in our lives?

Anyways, back to updating my online dairy, Since after my birthday, the 16th of November, I've been outing like almost daily? But o well, here are the main outings with pictures >P

Nov 19th,

When out with Jackie and his cousins. It was a normal day like all day, and I was like msn-ing with "Jz-Min". I asked her if I didnt remember wrongly : "Wei wan out boh? so sien leh at home.....Call Jackie come out also la...(not long after that Jz-Min replied): Call d, to night we go out... (I was like woot? I was just joking..) " Soon after that ( dinner ), Karen, Jackie, Jz-Min, and me when out to yam cha. We were like from searching for the ***** Cafe, forgot what name is it, but failed, then head to Saga Hill but the western food has closed, then finally decided to go to GoBi.

Jackie and mE~ Look at Jackie's funny face~ xD good poser!!

Karen together with me~ Me SpeC look tinted @_@

JzMin with me~she's so fair~~

The SISTERs

Crazy Photo Pose! xD boy am i hungry!!!

Finally get to take the group photo. Thanks to Jackie's swift skill

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Nov 20,

Rain and Joanne came purposely to fetch me that day to celebrate my birthday. Thanks girls^^ appreciate it. Rain suggested to take korean food, in which is located in Taman Desa? xP its really the first time for the feasting the Korean style. I guess we were like suppose to order 2 main dishes and many many dishes will be served?

A game for you, count the number of mini dishes that were served on the table!! xD KoreaN servings sure do have an abundant variety.

One of the main dishes~ Can u smell it? the aroma of the pork rising in to the air, the smell of BBQ all around you~ Mouth watery isn't it?

A closer view to our main dish~ ^_^ do you feel that saliva are accumulating in your mouth already?

A shot together with Joan ^_^ long time no cam-whoring together

Notice the black pot in the middle of all the white plates? It's one of the main dishes, which is one of the Korean main delicacies made from TOFU!! ^_^ mmMMM!

xD Yo Rain!! Again its been long time since we've taken pictures together

The ever jovial Joan!! Posting with,er, isn't that our main dish @_@?

In case you're wondering about the price =D hey it's not bad!! 62.70 for so many dishes~ the best part of it, the food is quite OK!! i love the pork though!

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Nov 21,

On the next day, was Petra carnival, where I was like blurring around as I was not accustomed or socialize with the church yet. I when to the Petting Zoo where >D I can play with all the animal i want. I love animals keke~

Squirrel on yen teng's hand? Looks adorable ain't it?^_^

Squirrel in Defensive mode @_@ It was actually hissing at me

Spider - Heard that WenCheong and the gang caught it live somewhere @_@ oh my days

Love birds - Sook Wan's- Quite timid they are indeed xD

I heard this dog belongs to Yvonne? xD not sure~ anyone its adorable as well, same as the person who holds this dog in the picture. (Yen Teng)

It's been so long since i played with a white rabbit

The "UGLY" ducklings >D they do look different after all

One of Nicole's guinea pig~ The smaller 1 T_T how I wish I had one guinea pig

G-force xD i caught "edwin"

Soon after that, my "jie jie" Rydia says she has arrived at Petra to pass me my Birthday gift, but however, since I was kinda bored at church, decided to follow her and her friend to Leisure Mall. Actually the plan was after, going to Leisure Mall we head out some where else for eating or outing? but ^_^ i had other things in mind.

The M_I_B xP men in black spectacles that Rydia gave me

Before missing out, Mr. Snowman!!! Sook Wan actually made it, she's so cool for being able to make an art like this. Woo i really love it, thanks Sook Wan.

Posing with my Mr.SNOWMAN!!! >D

Enjoying my coffee at OLD TOWN Leisure Mall

Tea Time!! French Toast!!

Rydia together with me ^@@^

Few Camshoots!!

After eating and playing around, I lead Rydia to CYC-FGA, where I feel its more beneficial then watching a movie? I feel more joy when I get to bring Rydia to listen just a glimpse of the good news that was yet to come. Hope that she gained some blessing out of that^^ Guess its all for today.

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Nov 23,

Today was suppose to be a day of Web development and FYP progression. However, due to some circumstances and some persuasion ^^ Landed at Tropicana Mall, together with Yennie and Shao Ying. We went for the movie "PHOBIA 2" which was very scary @_@ even for me~ I could feel the eeriness as i type now. Well, before that, we ate at Sushi Teh, after searching high and low for a place to dine in.

tHE 3 of us posing outside with all kind of faces xD

As we were eating pictures again were taken ^_^ lucky both girls weren't camera shy

- Yennie and Shao Ying -

It's been so long since all this event occurs, It's like an online dairy of mine. Hope I didn't left out the important parts over here. Will update again soon >_< a word of advise~ procrastination kills!!

-SoRa-

Ampang Lookout Point Birthday

2009-12-08T23:16:00.003+08:00

17th Nov ( my bday is on 16th )

Took too long for me to update this post~ It's like DECEMBER now? @_@ time fliess~ Anyways the below are the event where my 3rd 21st birthday celebration is. I went to Lookout Point together with my course mates and my church mates. O boy, i remember my stomach was growling then~ 9pm is it? and the food is not yet ordered xD. Anyways~ thx guys and girls~ am really happy that you all could make it to celebrate my b'day together with me. Had fun cam whoring wahahahahahah~

Blowing cakes and song singing~ xP my favorite flavor it is~ ChocoBanana

Cake blowing n wishing ^__^

After blowing the cake, i was made to BITE the candle out of the cake xP. Ah seng n jackie did too~ but~ haha didn't get jackie's pic.

CYC guys are not just cool, they are CUTE too xP

CYC KUNG FU CLUB LOL~~

UTAR CN 2009 in LOOKOUT point

Group Pic with Yuen Wei(CRoNus) as the photographer~ xP waaa seng~ need to pose till so cool or not?

Group Pic of CN Guys: bottom lane: Man Boon, Gaven, Niv Lee, Sue Seng

top lane: Ron zai, Khang, Jackie, Zhi Wei, Me, Steven

Random Pics~ Haha did u notice that emily's pose are all the same? xP

Khar Yee~ xP don electric Gin Min and Kenneth la (jk)

2 leng zai~ Kenneth and Jackie + Datuk Foo and mE

2 leng lui with leng zai~ Camin Ang + ^_^ + Jzmin Ang

Top left: Again the beauty and the handsome

Top Right: Took it on the highest tower of LookOut Point?

Bottom left: xP nice shot!

Bottom Right: Jackie and Kok Tim man to man pose

KENNETH: xP can be modal liao~ look at how he pose with the TOBASCO

Me together with 2 beauties~ Camin in purple, Hui En in white xP

The tobasco play xP look at KOK TIM~ good act~ again, if you notice the 2 girls on the top left and right, they have the same post~ CYC post xD

i love BOMBAY saphire~ the BLUE drink xP o man~ it taste so good with SPRITE~ wasted we didnt have lime gin that nite :S by the way bombay saphire is a type of dry liqour

The brothers n sister xD

The BROthers~ haha SENG in black, Me, n Jackie in WHITE^^ xP shao ying the maiden in disguise

Hehe i love the pics here, top pic =D filled with smiles, middle cheers, bottom nice angle hui en^^

There you go~ xP CHEESE, tengok mana? I know you're attracted to CAMIN xD

=D Shao Ying~ our shirts same color leh~ Cheese Nice body posing~

Yih Khang n Me on bottom~

UTAR guys~ fuiyoh SENG so yeng~

xP which of the 3 mini pics is the price winner of the pic?
The prize goes to........LEE SUE SENG xD

Single COOL poses~ >D is my pose sexy?

Group Pic of UTAR guys

Thanks to all my friends that night, really happy that you all could make it that night, it was my first time celebrating my birthday at LookOut point^^ love you all~

-SoRa-

Kingdom Hearts 385 2 Days on NO$GBA

2009-12-01T19:37:00.004+08:00

YES!! Finally am able to play Kingdom Hearts 385/2 days on my PC BWHAAHAHAHA am so excited, since i'm like finding a way on how to play for like the whole day? =S am i noob? anyways~ Here's how to play

KINGDOM HEARTS 385/2 DAYS on your PC

First of all download the NO$GBA from their official website, or go to this link, which may leads you to the emulator http://www.emulator-zone.com/doc.php/nds/ . After having the emulator, then go and download the ROM image of KINGDOM HEARTS 385/2 DAYS, where you can search from the web.

Ok, now, without tweaking it, i believe many have either a blank screen after loading the difficulty level. Now, here is how to fix it:

Find the NO$GBA.INP file in your folder, this file normally appears after you've started the no$gba.exe for the first time.
After that, rename NO$GBA.INP to firmware.BIN.
^__^ Cheers you're ready to play KINGDOM HEARTS

Pre-Encountering GOD

2009-11-26T11:39:00.000+08:00

NOV 26th 11:30p.m.

It's so hard to update my blog these days~ i still have 5 more post which are not posted up yet and it's soon going to be outdated~ Hopefully when i'm back from this camp i'll be able to update it~

The bus for the camp is going to leave CYC about 1p.m. think? xP hope i can make it in time there~ here I am still blogging about the camp. Here's what I hope I'll be able to receive from the camp. Just 1 wish, to be able to listen to GOD's voice in any means. Yeah, he answered some of my prayers on the day at Tropicana but yet, am I ignorant and still not listening? It's stated that, they maybe hearing but not listening, and they maybe seeing but not perceiving. Hope I'm not spiritually blinded by the context where I am in, but heading towards the truth.

Below, UPCOMING POST,^_^ guess most of you know what is it about already, xP look forward to it

-SoRa-

KLCC Garden , 2nd Bday Celebration

2009-11-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

17th Nov. 09

Morning Walk

After celebrating my 21th B'Day with my family, I went to celebrate my birthday the next day with LeaF in KLCC on the following day. It's like we go out together once a sem? xP not bad~ improvement already, LeaF, now we meet twice a sem. keke~ Anyways, below are some of the nice shots while taking our morning stroll while waiting for the movie >)

xP I like this shoot best~ Greenery plus me

AiYa~ LeaF don't bo siok la, i know i like to pose =p

^^ Finally a better kick start to our photo session

Someone acting cute xP obviously is the girl in white

The atmosphere become hotter xP the feelings become jovial

xP look at her~ There she goes again

Tabemashi ka? xP

LeaF this 1 really cute~ hahahaha xP

Hehe~ hey LeaF, thx for being my GF(GoodFren) xP throughout the years yea~ keke~ hope our friendship would last till the end of times.

After, that, we went for the movie 2012. Woo, it's kinda of touching show for me, where, one can feel the suffering of others, and how the world comes to an end. The feeling of how the world would probably end, however^^ to those who knows the truth, these ain't what going to happen right? Seek the truth and the truth shall set you free. For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

After the movie we went towards Pizza Hut for the makan session =p woo~ i got cheese lagsana~ then after that, we when shopping around. Anyways thx you very much for the day LeAf ;) hontoni totemo totemo arigatou ^^

Foot Prints

2009-11-21T10:25:00.001+08:00

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from
anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,
"You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.

But I have noticed that during
the most trying periods of my life
there have only been one
set of footprints in the sand.

Why, when I needed you most,
you have not been there for me?"
The Lord replied,
"The times when you have
seen only one set of footprints in the sand,
is when I carried you."

Hope you can see it that way too =) not just foot prints in life

Xin Tiao with english translation

2009-11-20T19:50:00.004+08:00

心跳 Heart Beat

Lyrics/Composition: Wang Lee Hom (王力宏)

想跟我吵架我没那麽无聊
Xiang gen wo chao jia Wo mei na me wu liao
You want to argue with me. Im not that bored.

不懂得道歉我没那麽聪明
Bu dong de dao qian Wo mei na me cong ming
I apologize without understanding. Im not that bright.

好想要回到我们的原点
Hao xiang yao hui dao wo men de yuan dian
I desire to go back to where we began.

你又在哭泣我给不了安慰
Ni you zai ku qi Wo gei bu liao an wei
You are crying again. I fail to give you comfort.

我又在摇头有那麽点後悔
Wo you zai yao tou You na me dian hou hui
Im shaking my head again (disapproving of my actions), thats that much regret.

爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
Ai qing de fa zhan yi nan hui tou que wu fa wang qian zou
Loves progression makes it already hard to turn back, but Im unable to move on.

但身不由己出现在胸口两颗心能塞几个问号
Dan shen bu you yi chu xian zai xiong kou Liang ke xin neng sai ji ge wen hao
My body still wont leave because of what is currently in my chest. Two hearts can solve many problems.

爱让我们流多少眼泪
Ai rang wo men liu duo shao yan lei
How many tears has love made us shed?

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
Ni de yan shen chong man mei li dai zou de de xin tiao
Your eyes are brimming with beauty to carry away my heartbeat.

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
Ni de wen rou ru ci kao jin dai zou wo de xin tiao
In this way, you draw closer to take away my heartbeat.

逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
Ni zhuan shi guang dao yi kai shi Neng bu neng gei yi miao
Time has turned back to the beginning. Can you give me a moment?

等着哪一天你也想起
Deng zhe na yi tian ni ye xiang qi
Im waiting for whatever day when you will also remember

那悬在记忆中的美好
Na xuan zai ji yi zhong de mei hao
That happiness hovering in your memories.

A song of the pass ^^ FINALLY i understand it

Birthday at Tenji with family

2009-11-19T18:40:00.003+08:00

Nov 16

Today i've reach the age where all young lads and teenagers dreams to be. The age of 21 where one gets the GOLDEN KEY as said by the folks in the Chinese culture. Like all 21 happy go lucky folks, i celebrated my bday with my family at TENJI SOLARIS.

So lucky i am to have one of my favourite foods on my B'day, a JAPANESE BUFFET. I loved Japanese food since young, for some reason and each time i pass by the supermarket with my parent, i'm sure to ask them to get me the californian roll and the salmon sushi~ xP that was when i was a kid.

Anyways below are some of the photo shot taken at TENJI.

My Birthday Cake which was given by TENJI keke~ xP want some?

Countless plates of COD fish i've taken xP no matter how many times i've taken them they still taste great

Raw crab, fish, shell fishes~ ^^ not my favourite

Hagen-Daz ice cream with milk coating and sweetstick xD I LOVE THIS PLATE of food

Salmon head xP my dad's favourite

FRESH OYSTER =P mum's favourite

I wonder how many plates have i taken >D

Soups of the day, 1o super strong good for body herb soup, GinSeng with suPER STRonG bLack chicken and finally SUPERB all in 1 bat bou tong xP if i didnt remmeber them wrongly

Can you see the composition =) not bad right?

Free Flow oF CarlSberg throughout the niTe >)

Hallway to our table

Took pic with my little bro(Bryan) outside at Solaris

Me posing with my dad xD

CLUBBING ANYONE =D

xP camwhore~ guess i just like to take pictures

xP the busy cook preparing our meal

My mum's good fren, mummy, me and Bryan

DaD's turn xP keke

Look at my mum xP think she can't wait for the cake

xP Bryan do not know how to post

Family Photo with the Birthday Boy >)

Take 2

K810i rocks with me xP

2 cool dudes

Dad's turn with me~ hehe

Mum's Turn ^^

Boku wa nihonjin janai xD
ぼくはにほんじじゃない

Look at the Queue so many people :S

B'DaY at TENJI

Bryan with the SLR xP

Had a great dinner that nite =) am really happy that my dad and mum brought me this place for celebration. Thx papa and mummy ^^ love you both. Happy 21st Birthday

-SoRa-

Window 7 crack

2009-11-18T20:13:00.002+08:00

Was browsing throughout the the net and i found something really cool and interesting. =D the crack for windows 7 the new OS of windows. Quite a sad case actually for windows and thumbs up for crackers xP

Anyways there is this rumor that windows 7 take up more power then XP, According to Ou, "What I have found is that Windows 7 battery life is (very slightly) better than Windows Vista. However, it's not quite as good as Windows XP, because it runs more optimizations in the background and it displays more intensive graphics on the desktop such as Aero." He suggested disabling these extra features for a more "apples-to-apples comparison."

Windows 7 Activation crack utility by a hacker named Hazar. Now, there is an alternate Windows 7 crack tool called “Chew-WGA“.

image from: http://techpp.com/2009/11/06/new-windows-7-activation-crack-chew-wga/

Chew-WGA designed to test security resistance for softwares built into Windows 6.1x OS.
Function :
Restrain certain components of software protection platform.

Makes the system to return to the activated status and the System Properties will contain a message saying Windows is activated.

*Chew-WGA or RemoveWAT should never be executed on a system intended for continual use

*Only to extend the evaluation period to avoid re-installation. I

It is ENCOURANGED for users to buy original Windows 7 OS. Be safe. Buy genuine Windows from Microsoft in case you need a license.
The post is for informational purpose only. No link has been provided to the crack tools.

The link : hxxp://forums.mydigitallife.info/showthread.php?t=9708 might be useful ^^

Amazing Race and Karen's B'Day

2009-11-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

31st Oct 09

Late post after 10 days? hope the story i told is without salt and pepper as said by the chinese.

Early in the morning that day, I couldn't remember what time it was,I when to Petra Gospel Center for the Amazing Race Finale, which is one of the game held by the youth over there. Among the categories involves the Physical, Mental, and Skill. I was in the STRENGTH category which leads to PHYSICAL part. That day i kept telling man boon, that "I want to be in mental !!!.". It's been like years since i work out? :s gosh~ I'm in bad shape. Anyways..

The mental challenge, look at them cracking their heads
with a smiles.. below suet ling, davina, and yen teng.. ^^ above wants i do not know them yet

The brutal carriers of STRENGTH. Have to carry a little girl inside the pack for a total of 200 rounds @_@ . It was waaa.. so many, but yet we finished first place in the BRUTAL act xP kinda fun

Group Elezar MemBers after the match ( i'm in YELLOW , Man boon in RED, Wen Cheong one of the green people xP )

Anyways, soon after that, which is about 7 or 8? Can't really remember, rushed for Karen's 21st birthday. Was dead tired then after transforming all the oils to sweat akakaka. Actually while i was in the physical game, lots of sweat came falling down from my head and a little mixture with drizzles of rain. At the same time, the saltiness mixed with the water from the sky dripped to my dry lips and the taste was like, my GOD, i'm sipping salt water xD.

Anyways, after arriving at Karen's B'day party, the only person i know there is like Karen and Jackie, the rest was like totally new too me.~

Birthday Girl KAREN in white, SoRa in black

Jackie in white, Kevin the guy on the lower left ( Hui En's BF) and know a few more new frens ^^

Nov 10

2009-11-10T01:26:00.004+08:00

"Mr Pao" aint he cute?

After a long time working on "sky-fantasy", it seems i've successful created it, however, BUGs still remains in it. grr~ why is it so difficult to makes things right, i wonder. Hope i won't have to spend to so much time maintaining it again. It's been a week since i blogged, and I was like everyday saying "Ivan, hurry up and blog or you'll lose the details", however procrastinations and stuff. Wanted to blog about the A.R. with Elazar but when i got the pictures i was like "Woot? where am i in it..dissapointed a bit i guess" .

Today was quite a long day, where I only came back to cheras about almost 11p.m.? Was at school whole day editing codes and reading blogs. It took me some time to realise that the way i write my blogs isn't really sharing much of what I thought but rather, sharing from a third person point of view? Guess I've to change it to the 1st person point of view or maybe 2nd? Today my fren,shao ying also told me this.. "Ivan, you finally also fall in love with someone and feel the feeling of heart break leh~ " yea, I also realised that, previous relations I was in, the ache lasted like about a week or two? then it fades? But this time, although i thinks its like more then a month or so? I always ask myself "When will this feeling fade?" "How come you still miss her so much?" "Why do you still love her?". Guess like what shao ying said, I really fell deep this time, deep enough till it take so long to stand back straight up.

Anyways, I've now turn my hopes on to Christ my saviour, for all that is happening, I would want to request Him to guide my path, for i've been long left astray. Guess, I still love her, but friends we are still~ Hope that the love of Christ will one day pour on to her to, that she'll know the truth, where the truth will set her free finally. If only the good news can be shared easily to all~ God Bless

-S0Ra-

Pain

2009-10-30T10:14:00.002+08:00

Physical Pain is the unpleasant feeling common to a headache and a stubbed toe. It typically consists of negative affect and aversion, and has location, duration, intensity and a distinctive quality (e.g., burning, stabbing). Pain is often accompanied by other bodily feelings, negative emotions and cognitive impairment.

The International Association for the Study of Pain (IASP) defines pain as "an unpleasant sensory and emotional experience associated with actual or potential tissue damage, or described in terms of such damage".[1] A definition by Margo McCaffery, widely used in nursing since 1968, reflects pain's subjective nature: "Pain is whatever the experiencing person says it is, existing whenever he says it does".[2]

# ^ a b "IASP definition, full entry". http://www.iasp-pain.org/AM/Template.cfm?Section=General_Resource_Links&Template=/CM/HTMLDisplay.cfm&ContentID=3058#Pain. Retrieved 6 October 2009.
This often quoted definition was first published in 1979 by IASP in 'Vol 6 of the journal Pain, page 250. It is derived from a definition of pain given earlier by Harold Merskey: "An unpleasant experience that we primarily associate with tissue damage or describe in terms of tissue damage or both." Merskey, H. (1964) An Investigation of Pain in Psychological Illness, DM Thesis, Oxford.
# ^ McCaffery, Margo (1968). Nursing practice theories related to cognition, bodily pain, and man-environment interactions. LosAngeles: UCLA Students Store.
More recently, McCaffery defined pain as "whatever the experiencing person says it is, existing whenever the experiencing person says it does.”
Pasero, Chris; McCaffery, Margo (1999). Pain: clinical manual. St. Louis: Mosby. ISBN 0-8151-5609-X.

Xiang Ni

2009-10-29T20:17:00.003+08:00

Only 2 may enter

Dream 2

2009-10-26T08:20:00.000+08:00

2 person can enter only

Greater Love

2009-10-25T17:16:00.003+08:00

When for a sermon today, after some very long time since i join an English service. The service over here is conducted quite differently compared to other churches i when before, its like members of the church, they contribute and share in the worship which i felt, woo~ almost everyone is contributing to the service.

Among one of the major topics discuss is HOW GREAT IS YOUR LOVE. Can love be measured? Can you measure your love towards someone by weight? height? degree? At times what love is? I really am confuse with love, but i really know i love God. Then comes up another stop point, how much do you love God? yeah GOD knows that i love him but, how much?

Do you love eating SUSHI? Do you love playing with your video games, gadgets or toys? Do you love your pets? Do you love your KIDs? I am sure, no matter how much parents love food, clothings, outings, they surely love you more then anything. Well, you may say, yeah I love GOD , but do you love GOD just as much as you love your pets? Or do you place him about all else, the greatest love. Men are willing to sacrifice for their family or close friends, but Jesus is willing to sacrifice his life for his enemies. What love can compare to that?

The sermon i've when through today give me an new insight of LOVE, as what love is. Is it just a merely saying it to someone you love, or demonstrating it, or self wanting desire? How much do you love your love partners? how much do you love your friends? how much do you love the luxury of life? All that i do not know, but i do know that Jesus love us more than anything else in the world, His great love~

-SoRa-

Dream

2009-10-22T09:58:00.001+08:00

Story

Oct 22

2009-10-22T02:37:00.004+08:00

Old Town
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Has been long time since i meet Joan and Rain, about a year or more? Rain called asked where i was and haha darn free, asked yam cha, which we were suppose to go like few months ago? gosh has been so long since we meet. We went to Bangsar South Old Towns for dinner and a little chatting and a random thought of movie ^^ which is

CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALL =p we watched it in 3D haha first time for both of them, =.= there were no half price for 3D aikz. Anyways it was quite funny with all the FOOD n stuff :p would'nt it be great if we could just leave out our hands n get the food without cooking?

After that, I proceed with Jackie and Karen who comes to visit me at Connaught pasar malam xD they came like almost 12? walao~ then we walk the whole nite market~ seriously @_@ first time i walk with space available between us. Normally its so crowded. We walked all the way to the end to MC D xD for? Chocolate Sundae and Coke? =.= Jackie mixed the coke with chocolate sundae. eWww~~ ^^ thats for it today CHEERs

Broken Road

2009-10-21T17:47:00.001+08:00

Ming Ming Hen Ai Ni with english Transaltion

2009-10-21T12:19:00.004+08:00

明明很爱你 - ming ming hen ai ni
Fish Leong n Ping Guan

有多少人在旁边
You duo shao ren zai pang bian
(There are a lot of people beside us)

我们都视而不见
Wo men dou shi er bu jian
(but we didn’t notice them)

彼此却忍不住地看几眼
bi chi que ren bu zu de gan ji yan
(each other can’t resist to look each other little eyes )

感觉强烈
Gan jue chiang lie
(Feelings strong crack)

一句微笑的方便
Yi jin bei xiao de fang bian
(Already give smile convenience)

已经暗示到极限
Yi jin an shi dao ji xian
(Has hinted to the limit)

没勇气的人犹豫的瞬间
Mei yong qi de ren you yu de shun jian
(No guts de people, Moment of doubts)

幸福就飘过面前
Xin fu jiu piao guo mian qian
(Happiness before drifting away)

我平凡无奇而你
Wo pin fan wu qi er ni
(I’m ordinary but you)

像灿烂星星
Xiang can lan xing xing
(Like brilliant stars)

让我担心
Rang wo dan xin
(Let me worry about)

明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni
(Obviously very love you)

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing
(Obviously wants to get closer)

但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
Dan shi ni de sheng bian you ren peng hua zong shi yong ji
(But the people around you it was always crowded)

我凭什么一一打败情敌
Wo ping shen mo yi yi da bai qing di
(What am I to do to defeat all my love enemies)

敢大声说要做你(我)的唯一
gan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi)
(How dare to say out loud want be your(mine) the only)

明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing

为什么还要再浪费时间不把你(我)抱紧
Wei shen mo hai yao zai lang fei shi jian bu ba ni(wo) bao jing
(Why still waste the time not hold you (me) fast)

攻真心才是最厉害的武器
Kou zhen xin cai shi zui li hai de wu qi (oh baby)
(sincerity is the ultimate weapon)

我会拼命让你更满意
Wo hui ping ming rang ni gen man yi
(I will try my best to make you more satisfied desperately)

我平凡无奇而你
wo pin fan hu qi er ni

像灿烂星星
Xiang can lan xing xing

让我担心
Rang wo dan xin

明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing

但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
Dan shi ni de sheng bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong ji

我凭什么一一打败情敌
Wo ping shen mo yi yi da bai qing di

敢大声说要做你(我)的唯一
gan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi)

明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing

为什么还要再浪费时间不把你(我)抱紧
Wei shen mo hai yao zai lang fei shi jian bu ba ni(wo) bao jing

攻真心才是最厉害的武器
Kou zhen xin cai shi zui li hai de wu qi (oh baby)

我会拼命让你更满意
Wo hui ping ming rang ni gen man yi

讲配不配太俗气
Jiang pei bu pei tai shu qi
(Say suit or not too vulgar)

说爱不爱要问心
Shuo ai bu ai yao wen xin
(Say love or not want ask heart)

爱由我们自己决定
Ai you wo men zhi ji jue ding
(Loved is decide by ourself)

不必理跌破谁的眼镜
bu pi li die puo shui de yan jing
(dun care whose spectacles drop and damage)

明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing

但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
Dan shi ni de sheng bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong ji

我凭什么一一打败情敌
Wo ping shen mo yi yi da bai qing di

敢大声说要做你(我)的唯一
Kan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi)

明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing

为什么还要再浪费时间不把你(我)抱紧
Wei shen mo hai yao zai lang fei shi jian bu ba ni(wo) bao jing

攻真心才是最厉害的武器
Kou zhen xin cai shi zui li hai de wu qi (oh baby)

我会拼命让你更满意
Wo hui ping ming rang ni gen man yi

Thanks to yaw cheong, li ting, and winnie for parts of the translation =)

GoodBye Rocky

2009-10-20T22:26:00.004+08:00

ROCKY

The nite was once again raining, the same with the time my grandma passed away. I always had this thought in my mind, everytime there's a heavy rain, its a symbol of someones love has passed away, gone, the sky is crying~ Actually the nite ended out happy celebrating birthday with jia xing~ however when on the way home, the heavy rain started pouring out of sudden, as i walk back the rain got heavier. So decided to wait awhile and dash back home under the rain. Not long after that my mum told me, RoCKY has gone ^^

ROCKY was my very first dog, haha quite a spoilt brat who will bite the hands of its owner~ quite a stupid dog but =) he is a fun dog. Hm~ bathing him, feeding him, bringing him on bed... those were the days till we've to give him away as theres always a fight with LEO. But now.. GOODBYE ROCKY =) you've served your masters well..

GOODBYE T_T

明明很愛你

2009-10-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hehe LOVE the mv love the meaning =)

Don't Laugh Spa ( LMAO )

2009-10-19T21:01:00.002+08:00

xD found this out of no where

MORE to come xD

19 10 2009

2009-10-19T18:49:00.004+08:00

Another day has come, another day has past. 5 more test to do in 1 day :P make the impossible possible. Nothing much today, woke up damn early~ forgot to off the alarm. Facebook-ing + EAT-ing books through the whole day.

However, R&B Internet Solutions comes to existence. I hope today will be another day where it all started~ the day of stepping stone. It all stared in MC DONALDs xD what a joke. I do hope it would expend greatly and vastly. God Bless Us ALL.

As for you, haha think you'd had a great day today right? tiring? happy? o well~ ;) you would know what to do. Open the eyes of your heart

Love this song, keep listening to it =P love the tempo, me being AKon?

Inner Voice

2009-10-18T09:13:00.004+08:00

Only One May Enter

Learn to write for you

2009-10-18T09:04:00.003+08:00

One of the songs related while singing K with Jackie and May Yen yesterday at Belakong. =) Loads of songs but none of them that i can sing of. Haha~ memories of many keep pooping out~ Got "DRAGGED" to GREENBOX? haha~ not really but haha wasn't ready to sing? hmm tat was the event for the nite~ cHeeRs

-SoRa-

Bkt. Jalil Garden

2009-10-17T12:24:00.007+08:00

Woke up today in a very WANT TO SLEEP mood~ @_@ slept at 3 last nite~~ However, haha exercise is what our body need, therefore proceed to the garden, thanks to yaw cheong for introducing the place. It kinda bring a nostalgic feeling when i go there, haha i remember i when there with pei jing, joo and her mum, but we were on the others side. Hope i can bring them here again in the future if i can persuade joo to EXERCISE :P

Anyways its a great place for photo-shooting with all the natural beauty of the nature. Loads of carp, live fish and i even saw the FLOWER HORN in the lakes.

Jogging Area
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International Park
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Japan, Holland, Rom,and er.. haha forgotten :P

NICE PHOTO SHOOTING SPOTS ei?

-SoRa-

SUSHI

2009-10-15T21:06:00.003+08:00

Today was the last day of CCNA "training" as well as the last day for "SUSHI" promo. The right thing to do of cause is xD eat~!!! After class the 4 of us, MAnBooN, WenCheong, PanFong and I, when to SUNWAY to feast our selves~ and =p applied the SUSHI KING card~ what a good marketing strategy~

Thats about it for today~ :S i got 5 days to finish the bloody assessments and then the FINAL exam~ o man~ however A GOOD NEWS ARRIVE TODAY :P the first for W-2309

Had a dream, a dream which goes like this:
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An angel arrive in the dream and asks, you have to choose between you and your wife that one of you have to leave this world, which do you choose?

Then came the answer, I love her so much, that I'm willing to die for her, I wish she could find one other which can love her as much as I do...

-SoRa-

LOVE

2009-10-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

What is love? hmM~ its been long past right? but how come this feeling remains @_@ y am i getting emo all of a sudden oh man~ when i heard that~ ern~ something something~ i feel something something. STUPID me @_@ wake up wake up~ stop this thinking d~ u r on your own~ o man~ why are u still thinking all that? u must stand on your own feet now~~ WAKE UP~~

-thoughts of mine-

SoRa

Always Be My Babe

2009-10-10T19:14:00.002+08:00

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

HUG

2009-10-10T14:07:00.003+08:00

Once I say I love you I think you would be gone. Oh baby.
Cause we are too young to love so I can?t say little long hold you in my arms.
But I will be waiting for you to say you want me to be with you.
I'll live in your love and your dream forever and ever.

Whenever you look in my eyes. There are so many smiles and tear.
I was born to love feel so deep inside if you need me I'll be your man.
Whenever you look in my eyes. I do want to show you my love.
I make up my mind make your dreams come true.
Nobody can stop me to say I love you.

How can I ask who you are still looking for I?m the one. Oh baby.
Since love seems to make me blind I try to find all day long but I cannot hold.
We talk on the phone every night and so came closer day by day.
I touch you and kiss you and hold you to feel but in dream.

Whenever you look in my eyes. There are so many smiles and tear.
I was born to love feel so deep inside if you need me I'll be your man.
Whenever you look in my eyes. I do want to show you my love.
I make up my mind make your dreams come true.
Nobody can stop me to say I love you.

In my arms In my soul I want to hold you, baby.
You don't know how much I love you. Do you baby?
Like a sun rising up I can stop loving you can't hold back anymore.

Whenever you look in my eyes. There are so many smiles and tear.
I was born to love feel so deep inside if you need me I'll be your man.
Whenever you look in my eyes. I do want to show you my love.
I make up my mind make your dreams come true.
Nobody can stop me to say I love you.

-no-

2009-10-09T21:57:00.003+08:00

To lose someone forever,
It hasn't happened to use yet,
But we've gazed upon each other,
As of this will be our last.

We smile thinking that
to walk directly on top of this
white line which extends straightforward
is the same as discarding future one.

Why can't i freely do what i want
when this is my own body?
No matter how many lies the eyes again,
the answer will never be found.

To those who have love ones,
Love them till the day they will be gone forever,
Till the day the are suddenly gone from the face of earth,
Though they no longer exist, love for them still exist.

Love can turn to hate and anger,
But love itself is beautiful for
Love last not awhile but foot printed to the hearts,
Learn to love one another and appreciate

Oct 8

2009-10-08T14:22:00.003+08:00

Woke up damn early today~ and was kinda blur~ the day hv finally come for me to take that damn exam which was suppose to be done when im 18? haha time flies~

Well i went to that place and every one there was like @-@ SMALL kids? i feel haha not in the right age group. They were all looking at the book, nervous face. O well, guess you'll feel like that while you are 17 ? 18?

Hm~ went in the room click click 20 minutes? Done~ No feeling of anxiety or what so ever ? strange~ guess its easy? After coming out, i thought, what would i think about today after 5 years? How will i handle the challenges that I have now if i AM 5 years from of the me now? Will it be much better? Haha 5 years.. if i was 5 years before, which means 16? i would definitely panic~ and haha nervous when i took the exam? haha 5 years ago i was like haha super NOOB? maybe still am now~

Hope i can take up the challenges and emotions i have now with the thoughts of me 5 years later =) Memories of the past keep coming back, each time i travel places~ Memories of her as well. Thought just a brief amount of time, she's still in my heart. Guess i'm an emotional creature as well.

-SoRa-

Kurosaki

2009-10-07T04:35:00.000+08:00

If death really isn't the end, then that may not have been the first time we met.
Maybe we've been linked together for a lot longer.
I can't say for sure, but I think that once a bond is formed, it never disappears
So even if we forget everything, we'll be joined together again someday

-Kurosaki Ichigo-

-SoRa- movie 3

Love Story Meets Viva La Vida

2009-10-07T02:01:00.003+08:00

Was helping my DaD wrapping up the office, was bored and then wala~ found this song in my phone along with my old memories :p nice song~ brought back lots of memories but with a slight touch of bright future.

As i was listening~ it brought me the sense that, Hey it's a LOVE STORY~ its all about love ;)

But what we must look is the future~ The future is bright full with hope xD if u always stay at the same place, you'll never grow. Instead learn more see more, and you'll learn to appreciate those moments. Was listening to the song when writing this. HEHE~ guys listen to this while reading my post xD i love this song.

Credit to Jon Schmidt

-s0ra-

Falling in Love in 30days

2009-10-05T23:54:00.001+08:00

Falling in Love in 30days...... ......... ... Hope this won't happen to
you.....

Daniel : I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the
only 2 persons
left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine : I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine : I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my
boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for
the following weeks..

DAY 1:

They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the
romantic film.

DAY 4:

They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their
quality time together.

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House..
Jasmine was scared
and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched
someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The
fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your
lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the
teller's eyes.

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor...
Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28:

They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her
first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:

11:37 pm

Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to
play this game...

Daniel : I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you
one.. I'll just go
down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel : Wait for me...

20 minutes later... a stranger approched Jasmine.

Stranger : Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger : A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical
in the hospital.

11:57pm

The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice
& a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor : We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I
am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we
played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my
girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we
saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together
forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel.. I love
you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

IF and WHEN

2009-10-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

IF and WHEN were friends. Every week they met and had lunch. Their conversation usually centered on all the things they were going to achieve. They both had many dreams and they loved to talk about them.

This particular Saturday when they met, WHEN sensed that IF was not in a great mood. As usual they sat at the table reserved for them and ordered their lunch. Once they placed their order, WHEN questioned IF. "IF what is wrong with you? You don't seem your usual cheery self?"

IF looked at WHEN and replied, "I'm not sure, I just don't feel like I am making any progress. This last week I saw a course I wanted to take if only I had the time to take it."

WHEN knew exactly how IF felt. "Yeah," replied WHEN, "I too saw a course and I am going to register when I get enough money together." WHEN then said, "well what about that new job you were going to apply for. You were so excited about it last week, did you apply?"

IF responded, "If my computer didn't break down last week, I would have applied. But, my computer is not working, so I could not type my resume."

"Don't worry about it IF, when you are ready another job will come through. I have been thinking about looking for another job also, but I will wait and when the weather gets nicer I will look then." WHEN then went on to tell IF about his week, hoping that it would cheer him up a bit.

The man at the next table couldn't help overhear WHEN and IF. They both were talking about when this and if that, finally he couldn't take it anymore. "Excuse me gentlemen," the man said. IF and WHEN both looked at the man and wondered what he wanted. The man continued, "I'm sorry, but I couldn't help hearing your conversation. I think I know how you could solve your problems."

IF smiled and thought, how could a complete stranger know how to solve all of their problems. If only he knew. When he realized the challenges they faced there was no way he could solve their problems! Curious, IF asked the gentleman, "How do you think you can solve our problems?"

The gentleman smiled and said, "You only need listen to yourselves. It reminds me of an old proverb:
'If and When were planted, and Nothing grew'."

IF and WHEN looked puzzled. The gentleman smiled and said, "Start counting how many times you use the words 'if' and 'when'. Rather than thinking 'if and when', start doing, take action, stop talking about 'if and when'."

IF and WHEN both looked surprised, and suddenly realized that what the gentleman had said was so true. Both of them were guilty of thinking, acting and living their life for the "ifs and whens". The gentleman left and IF and WHEN's conversation changed. They made a pact that when they met for lunch next week, there would be no "ifs and whens"; they would only talk about what they accomplished!

Catherine Pulsifer

Old Memories

2009-10-05T20:51:00.002+08:00

Was Doing the dishes and then suddenly pop* this song came to my mind :D quite and old n nice one hope u all enjoy it

Hehe~ actually i sang this song OMG~ BOLD i was then~ I sang to

GUESSS

Anyways enjoy the classix :D

-s0ra-

TiFa's SonG

2009-10-05T16:02:00.003+08:00

Let the music do the speaking =)

The feeling is inside~ What do you hear the music is saying?
It's not seeking the old but seeking for anew~ a fresh start~
But it too longs for the old at the same time stepping forward to anew,
Deny not the feelings with thoughts but let it appear
For its the life you own, not to others but to be sincere to yourself
If the thought of it never exist, would you even be thinking of it?

-SoRa Lockheart-

One Winged Angel

2009-10-05T12:41:00.003+08:00

Did you know melodies can b played in many ways many instruments forming different harmonics? yeah love it one winged angel battle between between CLOUD n SEPHIROTH

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What a day @_@ im bluring @_@ hm~ O man~ what to do? im like blogging crap here~
Haha some people are busy, some not available, some not bothered~

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Destiny - Born as a girl to get married and give birth
Fate - Choose whether u wan to get married or give birth

Un? ^^ trying to change FATE~ keke~ GOD give us the option right?

-SoRa-

chong cao jit fai lok xP

2009-10-03T23:22:00.002+08:00

This mooncake festivals i celebrated this year is kind of different. HM~ @_@ i'm surrounded with MANDRIN speaking people~ lucky i can understand them~ or else GG d~ aikz. Haha thx for the "mandrin training" from UTAR also JOO xD if not~ i sure like stupid at there.~ Anyways kind of new environment @_@ something new for new life~

Data
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FULL MOON - FULL LIFE, live life to the fullest
NON FULL MOON - Live life in misery, not complete not full

Is your life of the full moon or the non full one?

SHEN - means GOD in mandrin, SHEN QI - miracle in mandrin

with GOD come miracle.

Know Data
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Destiny: Is something we are born with, and are destined to do.

Fate: Is something which we are given the choice along destiny to choose the choice of our path.

Destiny is what we can't change, like born as a princess, but fate is what we can change, a good or bad princess.

STAND
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The reason i fail, is because i leave GOD out far too long~ now on i will try to call Him back, depend more on him leave a SPIRITUAL life~ and pray for the miracle
for her to come back :)

Hehe~ it's a new life, new way, new story~ :P hope i got what it takes to chase her again~ new story - Nothing is going to change my love for you
CHAPTER 2

-SoRa-

Line Problem - no.8

2009-10-01T02:55:00.004+08:00

O man~ P1 is getting frequent line disconnection these days, i hope is due to the earthquake and not the technical errors which happen~ Hm~ part of my confusion is gone but then @___@ confusion still persist in the mid of all this~ Why so many illogical things happen?

2 person who love each other, can't be together even though nothing blocks them?

1 studies hard but fails, 1 study less but succeeds?

1 forgets and move on, 1 let go but regret?

1 work hard but earn nothing?

The fool, does not forgive or forget, the naive, forgives and forget, but the WISE forgives but does not forget...

Hope i can be the wise 1~ Cherish those beside you always ^^ or not be an IDIOT like I have become~

-SoRa-

Day 8 - Last

2009-10-01T02:35:00.002+08:00

Reply Letter

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2009-09-30T12:46:00.002+08:00

Thoughts

Day - 7 - Appologies

2009-09-30T11:20:00.001+08:00

Appologies

Day - 7 - Wai Kit house

2009-09-30T10:02:00.004+08:00

Ops have been away for a day~

The plan was just accompany-ing wai kit~ to times square~ and :P

Anyways~ er DoTa training? er~ DoG fellowship? haha old fren chatting?
Yeah~ most of the time solving problems~

Hm~ its almost a week now~ and yet~ the feeling is still the same~ might be different
for you~ i don't know~ maybe you even no longer read my post~ haha was kind of waiting for you reply for the two post u know? Yesterday i saw~ i'm confuse~ i wanted to ask what were u confuse about but, i'm afraid that will be too direct. So~
nah no ask~ Hm, wondering when you're ready to even see me? haha stupid me. Anyways =) take care always.

Love, SoRa

Day 5

2009-09-28T14:13:00.004+08:00

PassCode

Day 4 - our secret

2009-09-27T17:43:00.004+08:00

Enter if you dare =P

Nothings Going To Change my Love for you (=

2009-09-26T20:20:00.003+08:00

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You
if i had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
you i see forever oh so clearly
i might have been in love before
but i've never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

if the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us
like a guiding star
i'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't have to change a thing
i love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

From Me to You

Day 3 - our sercet

2009-09-26T19:04:00.002+08:00

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Day 3 - b

2009-09-26T12:50:00.003+08:00

Well enough of sorrows (: hope that~ u will remember the days which are best~ not the bad once~ yeah~ let it be a good memory~ sorry is all i can say~ but hey "It's all about love" ^^ still applicable here~ hehe~

Day 3

2009-09-26T12:36:00.002+08:00

Today i did the stupidest thing in life~ but i had to do it~ though i know i should wait longer for you to be prepared but~ i think i just blew up one of the only hope i have left? Yeah~ your mum was also telling me no point you go in inside~ but i still want to give it my best shot.

The main purpose i come to you today is not that i want to have you back in my life, but just to rather confirm things out~ yeah~ i was forcing you to say the things you don't want to say~ i was actually forcing all that on you, and you did say it though i know that you have to say it if not~ it will go on and on and on. Haha come to think at it~ its like me giving a speech~ so long? and repeat again and again and again~ wanting to get what i want to hear from you. But i almost forget the purpose i came. Almost but not yet (:

Yeah it was all too sudden for you~ you were still hoping and want something better for both of us. But i just came too sudden? I know. All you said is why come? i'm not ready u know? what you want me to answer you? I've already give you the answer ma~ Y still wan come ask me~ u also know why i make that decision~ Why?want force me listen all that? ... paraphrased~ hmM~

Yeah~ guess u won't reveal to me whats in your heart any more maybe? but i'm truly happy that you did yesterday (: n hope you will once and awhile to me. Update about me your life~ your happenings? Hm maybe u won't but~ i think ill update mine here any time~ so feel free to see if u feeling like it~

Your mum did say~ what u told me~ all of it already know~ she just paraphrasing them again to me. That's y i didn't take her advise~ but~ if u really love her, then a time will come again (:

I won't say i'll wait for you but~ you know~ saying and doing is difficult? maybe i'll go around meet new frens~ n b a better man. (: love you still always~ sorry~

Day 2 - D

2009-09-25T20:08:00.004+08:00

Well have been out for the whole day~ n yeah~ new insights~ the world on it self has many problem~ not just mine~ my frens, family, strangers~ all of them not just me~

In the past~ i've learn this~ turn not opportunity into disaster but disaster into opportunity~ I don't see any opportunity in this but well~ no point sulking and blaming~ so what i do all those? it just hurts me~ and maybe she'll feel bad and sorry^^ just as i told her b4 we even started~ no body knows what will happen in the future~ so i made up a point~ for her sake~ i be a better person, progress my life and be a good person. A person who is aware of everyone around him and cares for his friends. A person who is independent and capable not like what i am now, lacking of many things. Who knows maybe in the future our road cross again~ well i don't hope for that yet~ i just know now i have to change myself or history will just repeat~ chances will arrive and go wasted~ I hope too she will be happy though i no longer can be with her (: the feeling and memories will stay. I've not regretted a single bit that we started though it didn't end up nice~

Wish you have a happy life too

Love, SoRa (:

Day 2 - C

2009-09-25T10:02:00.002+08:00

I wish i have a time machine just to jump back to a month ago? telling the previous me for about what is going to happen yesterday~ Those are the words which are said by many~ the many IFs which are not going to happen. But the truth is im willing to trade anything for it, my grades, my belongings, my memories, my life? Too bad~ its not possible~ i want to live in the future~ no longer in the past~ maybe in the future i'll be back with her again? yeah positive thinking~ God may your will be done

Day 2 - B

2009-09-25T09:40:00.003+08:00

What should i do now? Lost my path~ it would be a lonely 3 months now~ Should i play the song "shou hao de xing fu ne?" yeah~ maybe~ I've to walk down this path~ alone~ though i still love here even right now~ gosh~ whats happening to me?

Who shall i find every morning now?
Who shall i find to share my feelings?
Who shall i find to talk to every moment?
Who shall i find to spend time with?
Who shall i find to love? nah~ its still yours at the moment.
Who shall i find to speak to?

A total blueness ahead of me~

Day 2

2009-09-25T09:37:00.003+08:00

I just saw your post in the shout out box~ About your wish wishing in exam~ How stupid am I only saw it now~ maybe its fated? no wonder you made the decision~ every life has a cycle, every journey has a beginning and an end. I'm the Alpha and Omega as the Lord said, but is this the Omega for this cycle? What is it i have learned? Learn to love then let go? learn about relation?
Atonement for my sins? yeah~ many did get hurt~ even worst cause of me~ maybe its an atonement

Day 1

2009-09-25T09:21:00.002+08:00

It has long since i've been here~ cant believe back at this moment~ i've also learn to write the emotions here by you~ things don't always go like our plan~ out of a sudden~ you say its over~

Yeah~ i can feel it before to~ to ignorant i have been~Didn't know it would really happen~

Now that i'm all alone~ did only i realise and truly reflect on all my wrong pass doing~ Do i only learn my lessons the hard way? Yeah everything will be ok~ as u hoped~ but~ u know, the foot print that you left in my heart will be a deep one~

Maybe is for the good for both of us that this has happen~ who knows the future?

My heart is still in the state of lost?shock?sad? many emotions~ I learnt my mistake the hard way. Things are all in mist right now~ seeking back my direction~ Oh God i even dream about you at nite~

^^ hope everything will be fine~ respect your decision i have to

-s0Ra- end of day 1

Advance social engineering techniques for ATM

2009-09-06T00:18:00.006+08:00

PHOTO STEP BY STEP SHOWING ATM SCAM

Recently I've received a mail about an ATM scan, which i found to it to be quite dangerous if its not exposed to the public, therefore have decided to post in my blog. Please view the images below:

Credits to A.Kalaiselvam

-SoRa-

Who Am I

2009-08-24T20:03:00.003+08:00

Traveling through the journey of a life time, we've seen much about the world and how ever changing it is. Seeking for acceptance, we tried, failed and succeed, in different time, different place, different location, different surrounding, different culture, and with a different mind set. However, do have you thought about, who we are? who we thought we are?who we should be? who are we to the world? who are we to the one? Well here's a song~ with the title " WHO AM I " by Casting Crown

Lyrics:

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.

Who we are? It's not important, but HE is

Voice Of Truth

2009-08-20T18:22:00.007+08:00

Ever have the feeling of being excited to see someone~ but~ the excitement seems to twiddle down~ just like that~ cause of violation of expectation from that one? feeling like no one? unimportant? excitement turns to down emotional feel~?

Well~ words are words just to make you happy~ without action, there just emotional therapy of the moment~ where the joy lights up like a candle to know its destiny~ the words we listen, how often are they true? which of them are true??No I DIDN'T SAY THAT? well the VOICE of truth is true :

Below is a video of a simple symphony of those who heard HIS voice

Oh,what I would do to have
the kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown
Where Jesus is,
And he's holding out his hand

But the waves are calling out my name
and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
time and time again
"Boy, you'll never win,
you'll never win."

But the Voice of truth tells me a different story
the Voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the Voice of truth says "this is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of truth

Oh, what I would do
to have the kind of strength it takes
To stand before a giant
with just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound
of a thousand warriors
shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out
my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
time and time again
"Boy you'll never win,
you'll never win."

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
the Voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the Voice of truth says "this is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of truth

But the stone was just the right size
to put the giant on the ground
and the waves they don't seem so high
from on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
when I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
singing over me

But the Voice of truth tells me a different story
The Voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me (calling out to me)
I will choose to listen and believe (I will choose to listen and believe)
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of truth

I will listen and believe
I will listen and believe the Voice of truth
I will listen and believe
'Cause Jesus you are the Voice of truth
And I will listen to you.. oh you are the Voice of truth

Now that we watch the VOICE of Truth~ notice any thing? well mostly if the spirit is not in you~ don't think it would^^ hope the spirit is in there~
Many times, people often neglect the things dear to them~ until we're at distance from it~ only then people appreciate them~ Just as how HIS voice is not heard by many~ from time to time~ he calls~ I hope to I will learn to appreciate them.

-S0Ra-

We were meant to live

2009-08-16T13:38:00.003+08:00

Some Interesting Thoughts - COOL song

Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bent for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly

[Chorus]
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken

[Chorus]

We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life, yeah

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live