SoRa's StoRy

-S0Ra-

Physical Pain is the unpleasant feeling common to a headache and a stubbed toe. It typically consists of negative affect and aversion, and has location, duration, intensity and a distinctive quality (e.g., burning, stabbing). Pain is often accompanied by other bodily feelings, negative emotions and cognitive impairment.

The International Association for the Study of Pain (IASP) defines pain as "an unpleasant sensory and emotional experience associated with actual or potential tissue damage, or described in terms of such damage".[1] A definition by Margo McCaffery, widely used in nursing since 1968, reflects pain's subjective nature: "Pain is whatever the experiencing person says it is, existing whenever he says it does".[2]



# ^ a b "IASP definition, full entry". http://www.iasp-pain.org/AM/Template.cfm?Section=General_Resource_Links&Template=/CM/HTMLDisplay.cfm&ContentID=3058#Pain. Retrieved 6 October 2009.
This often quoted definition was first published in 1979 by IASP in 'Vol 6 of the journal Pain, page 250. It is derived from a definition of pain given earlier by Harold Merskey: "An unpleasant experience that we primarily associate with tissue damage or describe in terms of tissue damage or both." Merskey, H. (1964) An Investigation of Pain in Psychological Illness, DM Thesis, Oxford.
# ^ McCaffery, Margo (1968). Nursing practice theories related to cognition, bodily pain, and man-environment interactions. LosAngeles: UCLA Students Store.
More recently, McCaffery defined pain as "whatever the experiencing person says it is, existing whenever the experiencing person says it does.”
Pasero, Chris; McCaffery, Margo (1999). Pain: clinical manual. St. Louis: Mosby. ISBN 0-8151-5609-X.

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Has been long time since i meet Joan and Rain, about a year or more? Rain called asked where i was and haha darn free, asked yam cha, which we were suppose to go like few months ago? gosh has been so long since we meet. We went to Bangsar South Old Towns for dinner and a little chatting and a random thought of movie ^^ which is

CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALL =p we watched it in 3D haha first time for both of them, =.= there were no half price for 3D aikz. Anyways it was quite funny with all the FOOD n stuff :p would'nt it be great if we could just leave out our hands n get the food without cooking?




After that, I proceed with Jackie and Karen who comes to visit me at Connaught pasar malam xD they came like almost 12? walao~ then we walk the whole nite market~ seriously @_@ first time i walk with space available between us. Normally its so crowded. We walked all the way to the end to MC D xD for? Chocolate Sundae and Coke? =.= Jackie mixed the coke with chocolate sundae. eWww~~ ^^ thats for it today CHEERs

明明很爱你 - ming ming hen ai ni
Fish Leong n Ping Guan



有多少人在旁边
You duo shao ren zai pang bian
(There are a lot of people beside us)

我们都视而不见
Wo men dou shi er bu jian
(but we didn’t notice them)

彼此却忍不住地看几眼
bi chi que ren bu zu de gan ji yan
(each other can’t resist to look each other little eyes )

感觉强烈
Gan jue chiang lie
(Feelings strong crack)

一句微笑的方便
Yi jin bei xiao de fang bian
(Already give smile convenience)

已经暗示到极限
Yi jin an shi dao ji xian
(Has hinted to the limit)

没勇气的人犹豫的瞬间
Mei yong qi de ren you yu de shun jian
(No guts de people, Moment of doubts)

幸福就飘过面前
Xin fu jiu piao guo mian qian
(Happiness before drifting away)

我平凡无奇而你
Wo pin fan wu qi er ni
(I’m ordinary but you)

像灿烂星星
Xiang can lan xing xing
(Like brilliant stars)

让我担心
Rang wo dan xin
(Let me worry about)



明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni
(Obviously very love you)

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing
(Obviously wants to get closer)

但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
Dan shi ni de sheng bian you ren peng hua zong shi yong ji
(But the people around you it was always crowded)

我凭什么一一打败情敌
Wo ping shen mo yi yi da bai qing di
(What am I to do to defeat all my love enemies)

敢大声说要做你(我)的唯一
gan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi)
(How dare to say out loud want be your(mine) the only)



明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing

为什么还要再浪费时间不把你(我)抱紧
Wei shen mo hai yao zai lang fei shi jian bu ba ni(wo) bao jing
(Why still waste the time not hold you (me) fast)

攻真心才是最厉害的武器
Kou zhen xin cai shi zui li hai de wu qi (oh baby)
(sincerity is the ultimate weapon)

我会拼命让你更满意
Wo hui ping ming rang ni gen man yi
(I will try my best to make you more satisfied desperately)

我平凡无奇而你
wo pin fan hu qi er ni

像灿烂星星
Xiang can lan xing xing

让我担心
Rang wo dan xin



明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing

但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
Dan shi ni de sheng bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong ji

我凭什么一一打败情敌
Wo ping shen mo yi yi da bai qing di

敢大声说要做你(我)的唯一
gan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi)



明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing

为什么还要再浪费时间不把你(我)抱紧
Wei shen mo hai yao zai lang fei shi jian bu ba ni(wo) bao jing

攻真心才是最厉害的武器
Kou zhen xin cai shi zui li hai de wu qi (oh baby)

我会拼命让你更满意
Wo hui ping ming rang ni gen man yi



讲配不配太俗气
Jiang pei bu pei tai shu qi
(Say suit or not too vulgar)

说爱不爱要问心
Shuo ai bu ai yao wen xin
(Say love or not want ask heart)

爱由我们自己决定
Ai you wo men zhi ji jue ding
(Loved is decide by ourself)

不必理跌破谁的眼镜
bu pi li die puo shui de yan jing
(dun care whose spectacles drop and damage)

明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing

但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤
Dan shi ni de sheng bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong ji

我凭什么一一打败情敌
Wo ping shen mo yi yi da bai qing di

敢大声说要做你(我)的唯一
Kan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi)



明明很爱你
Ming ming hen ai ni

明明想靠近
Ming ming xiang kao jing

为什么还要再浪费时间不把你(我)抱紧
Wei shen mo hai yao zai lang fei shi jian bu ba ni(wo) bao jing

攻真心才是最厉害的武器
Kou zhen xin cai shi zui li hai de wu qi (oh baby)

我会拼命让你更满意
Wo hui ping ming rang ni gen man yi




Thanks to yaw cheong, li ting, and winnie for parts of the translation =)

The nite was once again raining, the same with the time my grandma passed away. I always had this thought in my mind, everytime there's a heavy rain, its a symbol of someones love has passed away, gone, the sky is crying~ Actually the nite ended out happy celebrating birthday with jia xing~ however when on the way home, the heavy rain started pouring out of sudden, as i walk back the rain got heavier. So decided to wait awhile and dash back home under the rain. Not long after that my mum told me, RoCKY has gone ^^

ROCKY was my very first dog, haha quite a spoilt brat who will bite the hands of its owner~ quite a stupid dog but =) he is a fun dog. Hm~ bathing him, feeding him, bringing him on bed... those were the days till we've to give him away as theres always a fight with LEO. But now.. GOODBYE ROCKY =) you've served your masters well..


GOODBYE T_T

Hehe LOVE the mv love the meaning =)

xD found this out of no where





















MORE to come xD

Another day has come, another day has past. 5 more test to do in 1 day :P make the impossible possible. Nothing much today, woke up damn early~ forgot to off the alarm. Facebook-ing + EAT-ing books through the whole day.

However, R&B Internet Solutions comes to existence. I hope today will be another day where it all started~ the day of stepping stone. It all stared in MC DONALDs xD what a joke. I do hope it would expend greatly and vastly. God Bless Us ALL.

As for you, haha think you'd had a great day today right? tiring? happy? o well~ ;) you would know what to do. Open the eyes of your heart


Love this song, keep listening to it =P love the tempo, me being AKon?

One of the songs related while singing K with Jackie and May Yen yesterday at Belakong. =) Loads of songs but none of them that i can sing of. Haha~ memories of many keep pooping out~ Got "DRAGGED" to GREENBOX? haha~ not really but haha wasn't ready to sing? hmm tat was the event for the nite~ cHeeRs

-SoRa-

Woke up today in a very WANT TO SLEEP mood~ @_@ slept at 3 last nite~~ However, haha exercise is what our body need, therefore proceed to the garden, thanks to yaw cheong for introducing the place. It kinda bring a nostalgic feeling when i go there, haha i remember i when there with pei jing, joo and her mum, but we were on the others side. Hope i can bring them here again in the future if i can persuade joo to EXERCISE :P

Anyways its a great place for photo-shooting with all the natural beauty of the nature. Loads of carp, live fish and i even saw the FLOWER HORN in the lakes.

Today was the last day of CCNA "training" as well as the last day for "SUSHI" promo. The right thing to do of cause is xD eat~!!! After class the 4 of us, MAnBooN, WenCheong, PanFong and I, when to SUNWAY to feast our selves~ and =p applied the SUSHI KING card~ what a good marketing strategy~



Thats about it for today~ :S i got 5 days to finish the bloody assessments and then the FINAL exam~ o man~ however A GOOD NEWS ARRIVE TODAY :P the first for W-2309


Had a dream, a dream which goes like this:
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An angel arrive in the dream and asks, you have to choose between you and your wife that one of you have to leave this world, which do you choose?

Then came the answer, I love her so much, that I'm willing to die for her, I wish she could find one other which can love her as much as I do...


-SoRa-

What is love? hmM~ its been long past right? but how come this feeling remains @_@ y am i getting emo all of a sudden oh man~ when i heard that~ ern~ something something~ i feel something something. STUPID me @_@ wake up wake up~ stop this thinking d~ u r on your own~ o man~ why are u still thinking all that? u must stand on your own feet now~~ WAKE UP~~

-thoughts of mine-

SoRa

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

Once I say I love you I think you would be gone. Oh baby.
Cause we are too young to love so I can?t say little long hold you in my arms.
But I will be waiting for you to say you want me to be with you.
I'll live in your love and your dream forever and ever.

Whenever you look in my eyes. There are so many smiles and tear.
I was born to love feel so deep inside if you need me I'll be your man.
Whenever you look in my eyes. I do want to show you my love.
I make up my mind make your dreams come true.
Nobody can stop me to say I love you.

How can I ask who you are still looking for I?m the one. Oh baby.
Since love seems to make me blind I try to find all day long but I cannot hold.
We talk on the phone every night and so came closer day by day.
I touch you and kiss you and hold you to feel but in dream.

Whenever you look in my eyes. There are so many smiles and tear.
I was born to love feel so deep inside if you need me I'll be your man.
Whenever you look in my eyes. I do want to show you my love.
I make up my mind make your dreams come true.
Nobody can stop me to say I love you.

In my arms In my soul I want to hold you, baby.
You don't know how much I love you. Do you baby?
Like a sun rising up I can stop loving you can't hold back anymore.

Whenever you look in my eyes. There are so many smiles and tear.
I was born to love feel so deep inside if you need me I'll be your man.
Whenever you look in my eyes. I do want to show you my love.
I make up my mind make your dreams come true.
Nobody can stop me to say I love you.

To lose someone forever,
It hasn't happened to use yet,
But we've gazed upon each other,
As of this will be our last.

We smile thinking that
to walk directly on top of this
white line which extends straightforward
is the same as discarding future one.

Why can't i freely do what i want
when this is my own body?
No matter how many lies the eyes again,
the answer will never be found.

To those who have love ones,
Love them till the day they will be gone forever,
Till the day the are suddenly gone from the face of earth,
Though they no longer exist, love for them still exist.

Love can turn to hate and anger,
But love itself is beautiful for
Love last not awhile but foot printed to the hearts,
Learn to love one another and appreciate

Woke up damn early today~ and was kinda blur~ the day hv finally come for me to take that damn exam which was suppose to be done when im 18? haha time flies~

Well i went to that place and every one there was like @-@ SMALL kids? i feel haha not in the right age group. They were all looking at the book, nervous face. O well, guess you'll feel like that while you are 17 ? 18?

Hm~ went in the room click click 20 minutes? Done~ No feeling of anxiety or what so ever ? strange~ guess its easy? After coming out, i thought, what would i think about today after 5 years? How will i handle the challenges that I have now if i AM 5 years from of the me now? Will it be much better? Haha 5 years.. if i was 5 years before, which means 16? i would definitely panic~ and haha nervous when i took the exam? haha 5 years ago i was like haha super NOOB? maybe still am now~

Hope i can take up the challenges and emotions i have now with the thoughts of me 5 years later =) Memories of the past keep coming back, each time i travel places~ Memories of her as well. Thought just a brief amount of time, she's still in my heart. Guess i'm an emotional creature as well.

-SoRa-

If death really isn't the end, then that may not have been the first time we met.
Maybe we've been linked together for a lot longer.
I can't say for sure, but I think that once a bond is formed, it never disappears
So even if we forget everything, we'll be joined together again someday

-Kurosaki Ichigo-

-SoRa- movie 3

Was helping my DaD wrapping up the office, was bored and then wala~ found this song in my phone along with my old memories :p nice song~ brought back lots of memories but with a slight touch of bright future.




As i was listening~ it brought me the sense that, Hey it's a LOVE STORY~ its all about love ;)

But what we must look is the future~ The future is bright full with hope xD if u always stay at the same place, you'll never grow. Instead learn more see more, and you'll learn to appreciate those moments. Was listening to the song when writing this. HEHE~ guys listen to this while reading my post xD i love this song.

Credit to Jon Schmidt


-s0ra-

Falling in Love in 30days...... ......... ... Hope this won't happen to
you.....


Daniel : I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the
only 2 persons
left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.


Jasmine : I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine : I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my
boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for
the following weeks..


DAY 1:

They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the
romantic film.

DAY 4:

They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their
quality time together.

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House..
Jasmine was scared
and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched
someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The
fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your
lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the
teller's eyes.

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor...
Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28:

They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her
first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:

11:37 pm

Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to
play this game...


Daniel : I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you
one.. I'll just go
down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel : Wait for me...


20 minutes later... a stranger approched Jasmine.

Stranger : Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger : A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical
in the hospital.


11:57pm


The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice
& a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor : We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I
am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we
played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my
girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we
saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together
forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel.. I love
you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

IF and WHEN were friends. Every week they met and had lunch. Their conversation usually centered on all the things they were going to achieve. They both had many dreams and they loved to talk about them.

This particular Saturday when they met, WHEN sensed that IF was not in a great mood. As usual they sat at the table reserved for them and ordered their lunch. Once they placed their order, WHEN questioned IF. "IF what is wrong with you? You don't seem your usual cheery self?"

IF looked at WHEN and replied, "I'm not sure, I just don't feel like I am making any progress. This last week I saw a course I wanted to take if only I had the time to take it."

WHEN knew exactly how IF felt. "Yeah," replied WHEN, "I too saw a course and I am going to register when I get enough money together." WHEN then said, "well what about that new job you were going to apply for. You were so excited about it last week, did you apply?"

IF responded, "If my computer didn't break down last week, I would have applied. But, my computer is not working, so I could not type my resume."

"Don't worry about it IF, when you are ready another job will come through. I have been thinking about looking for another job also, but I will wait and when the weather gets nicer I will look then." WHEN then went on to tell IF about his week, hoping that it would cheer him up a bit.

The man at the next table couldn't help overhear WHEN and IF. They both were talking about when this and if that, finally he couldn't take it anymore. "Excuse me gentlemen," the man said. IF and WHEN both looked at the man and wondered what he wanted. The man continued, "I'm sorry, but I couldn't help hearing your conversation. I think I know how you could solve your problems."

IF smiled and thought, how could a complete stranger know how to solve all of their problems. If only he knew. When he realized the challenges they faced there was no way he could solve their problems! Curious, IF asked the gentleman, "How do you think you can solve our problems?"

The gentleman smiled and said, "You only need listen to yourselves. It reminds me of an old proverb:
'If and When were planted, and Nothing grew'."

IF and WHEN looked puzzled. The gentleman smiled and said, "Start counting how many times you use the words 'if' and 'when'. Rather than thinking 'if and when', start doing, take action, stop talking about 'if and when'."

IF and WHEN both looked surprised, and suddenly realized that what the gentleman had said was so true. Both of them were guilty of thinking, acting and living their life for the "ifs and whens". The gentleman left and IF and WHEN's conversation changed. They made a pact that when they met for lunch next week, there would be no "ifs and whens"; they would only talk about what they accomplished!


Catherine Pulsifer

Was Doing the dishes and then suddenly pop* this song came to my mind :D quite and old n nice one hope u all enjoy it




Hehe~ actually i sang this song OMG~ BOLD i was then~ I sang to Anyways enjoy the classix :D


-s0ra-

Let the music do the speaking =)

The feeling is inside~ What do you hear the music is saying?
It's not seeking the old but seeking for anew~ a fresh start~
But it too longs for the old at the same time stepping forward to anew,
Deny not the feelings with thoughts but let it appear
For its the life you own, not to others but to be sincere to yourself
If the thought of it never exist, would you even be thinking of it?


-SoRa Lockheart-

Did you know melodies can b played in many ways many instruments forming different harmonics? yeah love it one winged angel battle between between CLOUD n SEPHIROTH

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What a day @_@ im bluring @_@ hm~ O man~ what to do? im like blogging crap here~
Haha some people are busy, some not available, some not bothered~

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Destiny - Born as a girl to get married and give birth
Fate - Choose whether u wan to get married or give birth

Un? ^^ trying to change FATE~ keke~ GOD give us the option right?


-SoRa-

This mooncake festivals i celebrated this year is kind of different. HM~ @_@ i'm surrounded with MANDRIN speaking people~ lucky i can understand them~ or else GG d~ aikz. Haha thx for the "mandrin training" from UTAR also JOO xD if not~ i sure like stupid at there.~ Anyways kind of new environment @_@ something new for new life~


Data
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FULL MOON - FULL LIFE, live life to the fullest
NON FULL MOON - Live life in misery, not complete not full

Is your life of the full moon or the non full one?

SHEN - means GOD in mandrin, SHEN QI - miracle in mandrin

with GOD come miracle.



Know Data
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Destiny: Is something we are born with, and are destined to do.

Fate: Is something which we are given the choice along destiny to choose the choice of our path.

Destiny is what we can't change, like born as a princess, but fate is what we can change, a good or bad princess.


STAND
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The reason i fail, is because i leave GOD out far too long~ now on i will try to call Him back, depend more on him leave a SPIRITUAL life~ and pray for the miracle
for her to come back :)


Hehe~ it's a new life, new way, new story~ :P hope i got what it takes to chase her again~ new story - Nothing is going to change my love for you
CHAPTER 2


-SoRa-